olivialowe
June 4th, 2012, 01:16 PM
I've been really worried about this for a while.
Last year I went to the doctor's and they did some checks, they did some x-rays on my stomach and asked me a lot of questions which all kind of led to him telling me that I could be at the risk of having colon cancer way into the future, about 30ish, he said.
But lately I don't know why I've been thinking that maybe it could start now, I have some symptoms and I don't think if this has anything to do with it but I can feel like a lump or something, near the side of my hip bone and I don't know why I have a feeling it has something to do with it.
He gave me medicine and he said it could be stopped if I started worrying about it now but we all kind of forgot about it for a while, and then I saw an advert on tv that reminded me of one of the symptoms I have so now I'm a little scared...
The thing is, as any other kid, I hate talking to my parents, I don't share anything with them and anything I share is nothing personal or important, I haven't talked to them about how i've felt or what's going on in any aspect of my life for years, and I don't suddenly want to go and talk to them about this since it's probably the most uncomfortable thing to talk about with anyone!
I just don't want to do that and be embarrassed if there was nothing wrong in the end... But what if there is? I try not to think about it and maybe it'll go away but I can't ignore it and it's really been bothering me :--(
Last year I went to the doctor's and they did some checks, they did some x-rays on my stomach and asked me a lot of questions which all kind of led to him telling me that I could be at the risk of having colon cancer way into the future, about 30ish, he said.
But lately I don't know why I've been thinking that maybe it could start now, I have some symptoms and I don't think if this has anything to do with it but I can feel like a lump or something, near the side of my hip bone and I don't know why I have a feeling it has something to do with it.
He gave me medicine and he said it could be stopped if I started worrying about it now but we all kind of forgot about it for a while, and then I saw an advert on tv that reminded me of one of the symptoms I have so now I'm a little scared...
The thing is, as any other kid, I hate talking to my parents, I don't share anything with them and anything I share is nothing personal or important, I haven't talked to them about how i've felt or what's going on in any aspect of my life for years, and I don't suddenly want to go and talk to them about this since it's probably the most uncomfortable thing to talk about with anyone!
I just don't want to do that and be embarrassed if there was nothing wrong in the end... But what if there is? I try not to think about it and maybe it'll go away but I can't ignore it and it's really been bothering me :--(