Psychological Addiction

[SLABBS]

ima start out by saying im a moderate recreational drug user. i smoke pot, eat shrooms, do opiates and occasionaly drink and smoke. ive been sober for about 2 weeks. for the most part ive been fine up until now. for the last 3 house ive just been sitting around looking up stuff about drugs on the internet and walking around the house looking for things to get high off of. all i can think about is getting high. so i came here to get my mind off of it.

[Thunduhbuhlt]

It's the boredom. I have the same problem, I am bored, I want to get high. I usually find something to occupy myself. I go on VT, watch movies, or do whatever. I also eat when I am bored, which isn't good either.

[Mike Gainer]

Might help to set limits for yourself, like if it doesn't grow in the ground it doesn't go inside you. When you fuck around with inhalants just to get high you could do some severe damage to your brain, so walking around the house looking for things to get you high is a really bad idea.

[dontfiguremeout]

How bout find something productive to do! Like go for a bike ride, listen to your favorite music, write or draw your feelings out, figure out a new hobby! Anything to get your mind off of the drugs.

[Neverender]

Ah, mein freunde. I also feel the same way. I smoke Weed every day. The reason is because before I started, I was anti-..."happiness?" I guess you could say. I never liked to indulge in things.

For an example, I first got drunk when I was 14. It was a great feeling. So in my attempts to not ruin that feeling in the future, I never drank again until I was well over 15 when my Nan died. That summer, I drank with my parents and neighbors a lot. It's a very laid back mood in Canada about underage drinking, everyone is outside having a beer or shots of Screech anyways, may as well join them, have a drink, be merry and tell a few lies.

Last september, I smoked weed for the first time at ah house party. I found Durdle's joint on the ground and was nice and honest enough to give it back to him, so he smoked me up. Shit man, that was insane. It was like an orgasm every 30 seconds. I just laid back in a chair drunk and high as balls watching the strobe lights. By now, I'd left the attitude of preserving mental states. I learned to enjoy indulging.

Now, I smoke weed more than every day. I can't remember how many times I went to school while high. It never hampered my marks (85 Average Overall, weoo), and it was good for my Social Anxiety. Now, the highs aren't very powerful but I can't think of anything better to do with my time. I get so bored now if I'm not smoking it.

[Sordid Saint]

It's not weird for you to feel like that. You have to admit if you like the way that something feels, you're going to want to keep doing it. When you get bored you think of things that you want to be doing, which is why you want to get high :p

[Charleigh]

You just need to keep remembering how shit you'll feel when the comedown comes. Keep strong, stay off it.

[momo....]

goodluck