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olivialowe
June 2nd, 2012, 01:30 PM
This is just a rant. Feel free to ignore.

My best friend met this guy about a month ago, her internet was down so they kept texting each other, after that he got a twitter and you can text tweets so they started talking through twitter for everyone to see. They were bloody annoying, calling each other "bubba" putting loads of kisses after everything and just generally annoying couple shit. They weren't even going out.

Two weeks ago he asked her out. Her last relationship lasted about a week so I wasn't worried about that. But today was just fucking low.

Basically, this girl, my best friend, means the world to me, I love her with all my heart and we've been best friends for four years, for these years I have always been there for her and she knows it, she's been there for me but she doesn't understand how much she means to me because I feel so fucking unappreciated. No one understands what I would do for her, more or less anything, she makes me happy and cheers me up like no one else can, she's basically my everything and I worry and think about her almost all the time.

For a week we had planned that we were gonna go out today to watch a movie we've been wanting to see for ages, and then go back to hers so i could sleep over, she cancelled on me last night because her mum was working and she was taking care of her little brother and sister. And that was fine, I guess, it's not her fault. But then I read a conversation she was having with her boyfriend, she said "taking care of hannah and steven so me and olivia can't go out ;L xxx" so I was like whoah don't you sound happy about that. Then the next thing I see, she invites him over. So yeap, I was just a bit hurt by that. You don't cancel plans with your best friend that you've agreed on for ages and then go invite your boyfriend around.

So knowing that, I asked her what she was doing today and she just said "taking care of steven and hannah, and some homework". I only asked to see if she'd lie to me or not, and she did, she lied because she knew it was gonna hurt me and if she knew that, she also knows that she shouldn't have done it.

Also another thing is, they keep saying "I love you" to each other, they've known each other for about a month and oh my fucking god just what the fuck. just fuck you you are not in fucking love you fucking cunts.

It's a bit sad, after four years of being there for one of the people you love the most, just do that to you. It was really sad. and I can't believed she lied to me.

now they're talking again on twitter, talking about what they did and shit, and she is so fucking inconsiderate she KNOWS i can read this.

She needs to prioritise and realise that I have ALWAYS put her first, no matter what.

That really wasn't nice.

Lolli
June 19th, 2012, 02:32 PM
Well that officially sucks. The saying love is blind comes to mind. She sounds blinded by the idea of being in love and pushing for it despite the costs. I would suggest pulling her to one said and telling her how you feel, maybe she'll see she is hurting you alot. I hope it works :L