FixAHeart
June 1st, 2012, 07:52 AM
Im Manic Bipolar, and have been cutting for 4 years and have had an eating disorder for 2 years.
Last month i was in a manic low and told my mum EVERYTHING! From how often i cut and what with to how often i purge to not taking my actuall medication and self medicating with other things, i have no idea why and hardly even remember the conversation. But now she knows she wants to get me 'help'. She said that if i keep refusing my medication they could force me to take it, same with food. Has anyone been in this situation? Like what will they do to me if i dont stop what im doing? When im on a Manic High, i love doing what i do but when im low apparently i dont. im scared they will stop me from having high episodes! Are they going to send me to a treatment facility or what? Im really scared!
Last month i was in a manic low and told my mum EVERYTHING! From how often i cut and what with to how often i purge to not taking my actuall medication and self medicating with other things, i have no idea why and hardly even remember the conversation. But now she knows she wants to get me 'help'. She said that if i keep refusing my medication they could force me to take it, same with food. Has anyone been in this situation? Like what will they do to me if i dont stop what im doing? When im on a Manic High, i love doing what i do but when im low apparently i dont. im scared they will stop me from having high episodes! Are they going to send me to a treatment facility or what? Im really scared!