Loss

[Skittles96]

I lost my little neice the night before last.. and three days earlier i lost my great aunt and my great grandmother over in saskatchuan, this week has been the bain of my existence and im not overly sure if i want to live this life knowing that its going to keep taking my family members away from me...

I feel empty and alone inside and out and i keep swimming for ever in the deep dark blue hopping maybe ill go to the white of this place, even getting just to the edge of the blue and toeing the line of grey bettween the two places would be better then this...

I can not eat, everything I try to eat comes right back up and hour or so later, I can not sleep for the night terror's and the insomnia have kept me awake or screaming through out the night..

I dont want to live this life with out my little baby neice savanah... she passed peacefully yet at only a month and a half old she never had the chance, she will never have her first love she will never experience her fist heart break, she will never get the chance to go to school... I wish the roles were reversed and they had taken me instead of a inocent little girl who never got the chance...

[Thunderstorm]

First of all, I am sorry for the losses of your family members. May they live on the other side peacefully.
Next up, you can't leave this world. we need you. The world needs you. This world needs everyone who is onn it right now. Everyone was put here for a reason. God put you here to fulfill a journey. You need to take the lifeline and take the journey.
Next, your family members would have wanted yu to live for them. Especially Savannah. She wants you to live the life that she never had! Make her happy! She's always going to be there and looking down but make your life a good one, for her!
And last but not least, another soul out there needs you, wants you, and will be the love of your life, you just need to find them and not leave this world without them.

[Stronger]

I am so so sorry to hear about your losses, but wishing you weren't here is something that I'm sure they wouldn't want to hear. They would want you to live your life to the fullest. Even though they aren't here physically, they are still always with you, in your heart, don't forget that; talk to them each day, tell them you love them always. Keep their memories alive, don't give up. <3

[Thanatos]

Really sorry for your losses. All I can really offer is echoing what has been posted. Unfortunately they are gone, and nothing we can do will physically bring them back. However, that doesn't mean their legacy is gone. Everyone on the earth leaves a legacy, even little Savannah. That legacy lives on in those who knew them during their time on Earth, long or short. So you have a choice, theres always a choice. You can give up, lose hope, let the despair overtake you and wallow away into nothingness. Or you can live. Truly live, keeping in mind your lost relatives. go on to lead a life that would make them proud. Learn that every minute is a precious gift, and use your time to the fullest extent possible.

[jacob360]

I truly apologize for your losses and I was in a place like yours when my mom passed away in February. But remember, we were all put on this earth for a reason, and we are all destined to do great things. Same goes for you. All your family would want you to be here also. They are all looking down on you and watching over you constantly. Especially Savannah, she wants you to do everything she couldn't do. Remember that you only get one chance at life so make it good. Remember all the good times and know that they are in peace and keeping watch over you. If you wanna talk about anything, feel free to message me.

[Breakeven]

im sorry for ur lost , im here if u need someone to talk too
stay strong :hug:

[Smeagol]

I'm so sorry for your loss. Remember them and live life to it's fullest, because that's what they would have wanted.

[Black.Veil.Brides]

im sorry for yhur losses
*paying respects*
stay strong and true to yhurself [: yhu will meet them once again in another life [; feel free to VM or PM me if yhu need help with future problems, or further advice about this thread.
ik how yhu feel, in my family we lost a baby to SIDS. i also lost my best friend and true love, because he was murdered. ik what it feels like /:

[Skittles96]

[QUOTE God put you here QUOTE]

while the thought is much apretiated and i thank every one for there wishes well and so on, im a wiccan i do not believe i a man in the sky who is said to have created us in his vision. sorry. the earth created us we evolved from chimps the earth is our enternal mother not some old man who apparently has a prodicall son or something. when the JEWISH wrote the bibble they were high on acid. sorry i offend i dont mean to but really think about it its just some one trying to shove there oppinion down ur throat.. thats all the bibble is :eek::rolleyes:

[Captain64Bit]

Honestly, don't listin to these people. Cause everyone here are strangers we only say whats right from our point of view, what will make you happy and that should be the way. But remember one thing. People we lose will always remain in our heart until there wishes are completed, Why? Well because everyone has eager to adventure in to the wilderness its in our nature ( even if it may be the internet or your new house idk) aan eager commcunitcate share stories esspecialyy with our loved ones, those stories stay in our hearts, when that person passes away you start to remember there wishs (dreams) what they did and what they wanted to do. Thats often the only way you can heal your scar. Because if you scrap a inch of skin that will heal overtime but it if you scraps your heart (not physically emotionally) that wil never heal. BTW there are a few mistakes honestly i'm new to the ipad.