TheBradyBunch
May 30th, 2012, 05:44 AM
My sister Kelsi Leighann Moore died in a car accident instantly on April 29, 2011. She was my idol, my heroine, my friend, my rock, my back, my world, my friend, my sister. She had a deep effect on me and my personality. She has shaped my world and myself. She was my best friend, I could tell her everything and she would help me. She could make me laugh when no one else in the world ever could. She made me smile. I don't smile as much anymore, Im not as happy. It's been over a year but I still feel like it's a fresh wound. I remember that day so clearly but at the same time it's completely cloudy. I was so excited for that day because my parents were letting me skip school for the royal wedding. I was going to stay up until four but I was too tired. We recorded it and Kelsi who lived with her boyfriend came over. We all watched it together. I remember Kelsi and I watched The Harry Potter and The Deathly Hallows part 2 trailer on youtube. Her and her boyfriend Bubba were going to take me too see it when it came out. She left to get my dad something from the store, I went out to get it. I was literally the last person in my family to see her and talk to her. I forgot to say I love you before she left. I remember we were joking before she left and then I said goodbye, but not I love you. She left and was prnounced dead about 45 minutes after that. We didnt find out until much later since they had to investigate and stuff. We had no idea, people were texting y parents but not telling them anything specific. The State patrol came to our house, My parents had some DUI incident a few weeks before so I thought it was about that. I had my mom get the door and they cme in. My dad was in his room so I had to get him into the living room. I didnt know anything and I sat on my parents bed. I heard my mom scream, I ran into the living room and my mom tolde me the awful news. I cried and I was throwing up. I have two sisters, And I kept yelling " I only have one sister now!" My parents were going to identify the body but my aunt came to get us. They made me stay in the car with two of my cousins. I just sat there and cried, I should have went in. We all converged at my grandmothers house nearby and discussed everything. I was just crying and I dont remember the conversation. People were hugging me and I just cant even remember who was hugging me. Everything until her funeral is fuzzy. So many people talked to my, some old teachers hugged me. It's kind of a blur now but it's still kind of clear. It is the single worst experience of my life. Her boyfriend died a few day's later. I still am terribly sad and lost. I don't know what to do.