loving everyone else but never recieving the thing called love

[dot6622]

Anyone reading this means that they might feel the same way. I am a very caring person and I love everyone in my life. I am not greedy and am actually very understanding and enjoy helping others. I believe in God but do not understand if God loves me or why he puts me through this much pain. I am only 13 and have thought about suicide multiple times. My mom and dad are divorced and my sister is older so I feel really alone. I am one of the girls at my school that are considered overweight and insecure. All of my friends eventually turn their back on me. I know I'm loved but I cant feel it. I am an empty soul trying to find someone that will not judge me and just love me for me.

[Aves]

Trust me, I've been there and I still fall back into thinking that no one actually loves me the way I do, even if it's just a small amount. But you have to know that one day, you'll find one person who will love you as well. Hell, they might be staring you in the face and you jut don't know it yet. Everything will end up fine, trust me.

Also, suicide is not the answer to this. The truly loving people would not put others through that sort of pain. Killing yourself might end your misery, but it's not worth it. There's plenty of life's treasures that you should take advantage of before leaving this wonderful place. Stay strong, everyone has their hard times. How you get out of those hard times is what makes you stronger and who you as a person are. You're not alone, you have us here and I guarantee there's at least one person at your school/town who would be devastated if you were gone.

[BLU3 SK1TTL3Z]

It's hard I know! And every time you find a good guy... They will mess with your heart.. and After a while you will have no guy and lock up your heart. You need 2 set yourself free! See the world! See what God HAS given you!!!

[Mortal Coil]

I always feel that way. I've tried to be nice to everyone, and I love (in a platonic sense of the word) almost everyone I know, but nobody cares about me at all except some of my internet friends, and even then I think they're just pretending. It's the worst feeling.

But, as Con said, suicide is not the answer. Believe me, I've been on the edge more times than I can count, and been hospitalized twice, but don't attempt unless you are 100% sure that you don't want to live anymore. I'm not going to ask you to stay in a world where you're unhappy, but I am asking you to think.

[Noirtier]

I feel that way at times, more often lately than not. Suicide is never the answer. Whether you know it or not, people will be devastated if you kill yourself. I just have to remind myself that there are people who care, even if I don't feel it.

[Trendea]

I always feel like that. I know how to luv everyone completely but all i get back from them is less than complete