xXoblivionXx
May 29th, 2012, 06:48 PM
I am so confused. I made it through the school year but now I feel even more lost than before. I want to be original, I want to shine. But if everyone else tries to control my life then I'm going to die. I really don't know where I stand in this world or if I'm going to make an impression on this society. I don't know what I'm good at and I don't know what I want to be. I guess this is a part of life but I really just need to stop and breathe. I'm driving myself crazy. I'm lost and I don't know where to go so I'm just sitting here trying to figure out what I did wrong. I will never figure this out because I didn't do anything wrong.
No that's not true. My existence is wrong. Everything I do is an epic fail. No matter how hard I try I always screw things up. I regret waking up in the morning, I regret being alive, I regret being so stubborn, selfish, and well... messed up.
No that's not true. My existence is wrong. Everything I do is an epic fail. No matter how hard I try I always screw things up. I regret waking up in the morning, I regret being alive, I regret being so stubborn, selfish, and well... messed up.