What am I?

[PubertyQuestions]

I am really confused. I have been a christian boy nearly all of my life and mostly my family looks down on people that are gay/bi, they feel like it is a bad thing. I am currently in 9th grade going to 10th next year. During middle school i used to be called gay and everything but i really overlooked it. Then i began to masturbate and i used normal porn. Well later on i found out that there was such thing as gay porn i used to find it funny but now that is what i jerk off to. Also there are a couple guys actually probably like 10 that are really hot and sometimes i look them up and jerk off to their pics. I have also jerked off to justin bieber, drake and some other people like that that i find attractive. I really dont have feelings for them apart from thinking to myself when i am jerking off, i want to suck you, or fuck you or something. So do you think it is a fetish or does this mean that i could be gay please help thanks.

[thomfoun]

It dose not mean that you are gay, it could mean that you are a bit curious. Also it could be a stage that your going through. Also do you have emotional feeling towards males and females or just males or just females? Also how old are you?
If you have anymore questions feel free to contact me

I'm 17 and I'm gay

[Desuetude]

If you were gay then you would be feeling both emotional and physical connections to only boys. It would mean that you were not interested in girls at all and would never want a relationship in any way with them. Is this true for you? Also, could you see yourself being with a guy in the future as in a real relationship which could well progess into a marrige?
In all honesty I would say you're Bi-Curious from the sound of things though I don't have any idea of your preference on females, if you did like girls and only like boys physically/sexually then yeah, Bi-Curious would be the group you'd be likely to find yourself in. Though you don't need to be absolutely certain, you have time to figure out your sexuality and even then you don't need a label. Just be you.

[thomfoun]

If you were gay then you would be feeling both emotional and physical connections to only boys. It would mean that you were not interested in girls at all and would never want a relationship in any way with them. Is this true for you? Also, could you see yourself being with a guy in the future as in a real relationship which could well progess into a marrige?
In all honesty I would say you're Bi-Curious from the sound of things though I don't have any idea of your preference on females, if you did like girls and only like boys physically/sexually then yeah, Bi-Curious would be the group you'd be likely to find yourself in. Though you don't need to be absolutely certain, you have time to figure out your sexuality and even then you don't need a label. Just be you.

I agree just be your self

[Fruity Drink]

You're obviously going through puberty, and everyone goes through a curious phase. Mind you, I'm not dying it's not a possibility that you are not gay, as you very well could be. Being of a Christian family would be beneficial if you were to be gay, as they woukd/should accept you for who you are, just as Jesus has tought them.

Anyways, u always jerk off to gay porn, just because I feel straight porn is ridiculous and degrading to women. I just feel that men can take the humiliation of being pounded on cam... (weird, right...?)


Anyways, I hope u helped.

:) send me a message if you have any more puberty related questions, I'd be happy to assist you.

[Hermes96]

don't worry about it to much as long as you don't try anything with a guy before your ready because you might regreat it .