No one can relate. No one

[Destructive Impulse]

So reason number 1: I'm a guy
Number 2: my eating disorder is not caused by body image but stress
Number 3: I actually want to gain weight and hate being this skinny

No one can relate. I've been hospitalized and I was the only one who's eating disorder was stress induced.

[Skyhawk]

I'm sure someone can relate, though your condition is a little rare. ^.^

[jessiecox1]

Have you tried talking to your doctor about it?

[Destructive Impulse]

Who do you think diagnosed this.

[1_21Guns]

You're not alone, certainly not in the aspect of you being male.
What are you stressed about? What caused this to make you want to put weight on?
Stress does strange things to the mind, everyone gets something different through it.
And 3 isn't all that strange either, it's still kind of a form of body dismorphia, because you want to gain wait to change your appearance due to hating it.
You need to get what medical and mental help you can to try and work around the problem before it becomes life threatening, just discussing with someone what's stressing you out could help.

[Destructive Impulse]

My parents beat me. And thats why I cant tell anyone. Don't want cps involved

[redknight]

--Please do not encourage illegal drug activities--my was 101 when i was 17 now im 114 and 19....
try do something that u like maybe that can food better in a way

[Destructive Impulse]

That's terrible advice. I'm not gonna smoke to gain weight in the short term.

[1_21Guns]

My parents beat me. And thats why I cant tell anyone. Don't want cps involved

but.. your parents beat you.. that's not right to begin with, if it's making you feel like this you can't just let it carry on, you'll just damage yourself more in the process