My life....

[Ureadmyusername]

Hey I am 14 years old guy from Spain...M life...This don't worth living... Let me start with my dad, My mom and dad are engaged for 15-16 years... My dad is 45 years old and my mom is 42 I love both of them so fuckiiiiiing much.. I can't imagine my life without them.. So my dad is alcoholic for 16-17 years.. My mom told me that they couldn't have a baby for 4 years, and my dad been sad and drank..After i born he stopped drinking for 2 years... And drank until my sister was born... My sis is 11 years old... My mom told me that he didn't drink 2-3 years, and then started to drink again.. He drank only when he is on bussiness path, he usually goes 2-3 times per month on path and stays 2-3 days, but he is LAYING TO ME. Yes he is lying i know he is lying.. He says i am coming home but he isn't .. After that after 2-3 hours I call him again and he is drunk and says I am still traveling, I say ok.. Then after 2-3 hours I will call him and he won't answer...I will call for 2 hours and he won't answer. Then he turn off his mobile or I don't know what he do and i get really upset, sad, etc.. My mom cries, my sis cries.. AND i just wanna FUCKING SCREAM... Then he will call me in sleepy voice and come home drunk.. The next day he apologies and says he won't drink again, and it repeas over and over ...I can't handle this anymore I mean I am 14 years old and i don't deserve this.. I am usually shy and good guy.. I got bullied at school, my best friends also yell at me for no reason... I am trying to calm down everyone when they are sad, but no one is here for me when I am sad expect my mom, and dad(sometimes)
My sister... She yells at me too, I can't bear her anymore.. When we are all home my sister start fights with my mom and dad, she yells at them and they don't do anything to her...I know my dad is one of the BEST man i have ever met (when he is sober) but i can't handle this anymore... Tell me how to stop my dad from drinking..

Thanks.

[jessiecox1]

Try to discuss this with an adult you trust...maybe a teacher or counselor at school. Until he realizes that there is a problem and seeks help for it, you can't stop him from doing it.