I fucking hate him

[ryantombs]

I fucking hate my dad. Gets me car, lets me put as many kids in the car as i wanted (theres two back and passenger seat so 3 kids) and stay out till like 12 or 1230.
Then got the restriction on the fone for 11
I dropped my gf off at night and on my way back asked my friend if he wanted to see my familys new car (i used it to drop her off) he said nah hes good. at 1131
1144 i responded to a good friends txt saying i cant play since i got to get to sleep
mid night i get home and txt my gf facebook... as in to get on fb to talk.
Dad is now blaming me i had my phone all night. mom convinces him no. But now i can only have one passenger in the car and the car has to be home at 11 and red stickers now need to go on the car
PS havent followed these rules since september. And was allowed to but since my father got in his bitchy mood he decides to strip everything

PS those are NJ driving rules for someone who is 17

The fight last week I dug my nails into my hand no blood but there are scars/ marks
Now dug my finger nail into my thigh where I used to cut. All my mind is thinking about is a knife, I swear Im gonna get back into it.

[Black.Veil.Brides]

ohhk calm down.... dads are usually dicks.... i understand where yhur coming from... dont strt cutting yhurself because yhu will get deep into it... and im sure yhu kno wha thats like.... be careful.... just do what yhur dad said.... ik this sounds stupid but if yhu do it he will strt giving yhu more... yhu will gain his trust.... please take in wha i told yhu... let me know if it works... [:

[DarthMayim]

I do understand where your coming from, but if you were breaking rules then your dad has reason to punish you. It would just be better to obey, and if you do he may be more likely to give you more freedom.