Bye

[Incompris]

I think I my actually succeed at killing myself this time. No one gives a shit about me besides one person. And I fucked things up with him. I mean why even try any more. I dont have any friends, I am failing school now. I used to cut myself, I was an alcoholic and a drug abuser. a I have tried before but those weren't very serious. I am completely serious now.

[Skyhawk]

Let's talk about this. Why do you want to kill yourself?

[Incompris]

because most of my family hates me, I have no friends, I am tired of the constant yelling of my mother.

[Skyhawk]

Well I can understand the family and the mother part. It's tough.

How old are you?

When you're 18 you can move away from your family, make new friends, pretty much make a new life if you really wanted to.

[Incompris]

I am only 13, I have another 4 1/2 years before I am 18

[Skyhawk]

Well, you can try to ignore your family (not rudely) and perhaps try to make nice with them. Do you know why they hate you?

[dgski]

Dont kill yourself! It just makes everyone really sad, and try to find out why your mom is yelling at you. I mean, i dont think parents yell for no reason. Maybe she's mad your failing school, or maybe shes an alcoholic, and you can fix things with her.

[Skyhawk]

Hm, I didn't even see the failing school part...woops.

What's up with school? What are you struggling with?

[Incompris]

Dont kill yourself! It just makes everyone really sad, and try to find out why your mom is yelling at you. I mean, i dont think parents yell for no reason. Maybe she's mad your failing school, or maybe shes an alcoholic, and you can fix things with her.
I already tried to fix things with her, it failed horribly. I know its not school, even when I was getting straight A's she would still yell at me. And in school I am not struggling with anything, I am just so bored because they are teaching stuff I learned in 4th grade, I just dont show up.

[Skyhawk]

Not showing up for school will screw you over in the long run. Sorry, but it's true.

If it's that easy, how about do the work since it's must be easy if you already know the stuff and everything else will fall into place.

I can send duct tape for your mom if needed. ;)

[Incompris]

I know not showing up for school screw me over but I dont care. Yes the work is easy but its time consuming, and I dont feel like doing it. And duct tape may be a good idea..:) I think I may have some....

[Skyhawk]

*turns into father-mode*

Still, today's society is generally like this: Better grades = better/more friends, easier to get into college, some car insurance companies offer good student discounts, better jobs, more success in life, consistent elevated mood...and the list goes on.

Do you talk to a therapist?

[Incompris]

No I dont see a therapist.

[Skyhawk]

I think you should. I'm sure it would help.

[Incompris]

There arent any near bye, I live in the middle of nowhere

[Green Arrow]

You don't have to end your life like this, life is like a theme park some rides are really shit and go on forever however there are some great rides that are worth waiting for. Think of all of the things you could miss out on if you end your life? Having kids? Graduating? Meeting the person of your dreams? I know your life seems like shit at the moment but you don't have to end it, there are so many great things in your life that are to come. You just have to wait in line, sadly at the theme park of life there isn't any fast track tickets.

[Skyhawk]

I live in the middle of nowhere

Haha, I know how you feel about that.

Anyway, there are some hotlines out there I think. I'm not sure though.

[Incompris]

Thanks everyone for trying to help me....

[Destructive Impulse]

Don't kill yourself. It ain't worth it

[Stryker125]

Please don't hurt yourself. Life is beautiful, and it'd be a shame if you left before you got to see all the good parts.

[Incompris]

again thanks everyone for trying to help me.... I dont know what to do now..

[jessiecox1]

Please talk to someone...is there a teacher or counselor at school you can talk to? If you end things, you might miss out on great opportunities and fun things. Your life is worth living.

[Abyssal Echo]

I think I my actually succeed at killing myself this time. No one gives a shit about me besides one person. And I fucked things up with him. I mean why even try any more. I dont have any friends, I am failing school now. I used to cut myself, I was an alcoholic and a drug abuser. a I have tried before but those weren't very serious. I am completely serious now.

Well J.D. Idk what to say I know pretty much what all is going on in ur life and I have been here for you since we met. we have spent countless hours talking and texting. you know I am here for you and will do anything in my power to help you. You know if ur serious about doing this this time I have a couple of phone calls to make. and where it will put you. PLEASE talk to me don't make me make those calls.

[Incompris]

Today couldnt get any worse, well I thought I was finally getting along with my soon to be step dad and it was all lies, he still doesnt give a shit about me. I actually tried to be friends with him. What a big mistake.

[Abyssal Echo]

Today couldnt get any worse, well I thought I was finally getting along with my soon to be step dad and it was all lies, he still doesnt give a shit about me. I actually tried to be friends with him. What a big mistake.

yup...J.D. sure was :( been there done that....what a fucked up ride that was....glad the S.O.B is gone. I'm sorry to say ur rides just getting started :( all I can do is wish you the best.