No one cares...

[Carly011]

No one cares. Why am i even here? i know i need to keep on fighting to live and that killing myself isnt the answer...but sometimes its so hard. I hate myself so much. I will never be good enough for anything. I will never be happy. I dont deserve happiness. All i deserve is pain.

I went 4 days without cutting then i failed. I deserve the pain that the cuts inflict. I deserve the ugly scars. I am a horrible person who doesnt deserve to live. I shouldnt even try. No one cares anyways. I want this all to be over...i hope i dont wake up tomorrow. All i am is a failure. hopeless. i ruin everything. i dont deserve life. Why should i stay alive when all i do is bring pain to those around me? if i wasnt here everyone would be so much happier...then i would keep disappointing and messing up. i wouldnt keep hurting others. I am disgusted with myself. I dont deserve anything.

[xXoblivionXx]

Carly I don't really have much to say including the situation I'm in right now. So let me say this. You have been fighting this longer, you are strong. You don't think you are but you are. I have been cutting for maybe 6 months and now I am trying to end it all. You can do this, you are doing it. You bring no pain, only joy. You probably don't understand how happy I get when I get a PM from you. You deserve everything so please keep trying. Please don't end up like me: a person that can't stop cutting and is trying to OD of pain relievers. For the record, I care. I care a lot about you Carly.

[Ryhanna]

You do deserve to be happy. Everyone does. Don't ever think that you're not good enough, okay? You're a lot more than you think you are and I'm sure you mean more to the people around you than you think.

Please don't be so hard on yourself. You do deserve to be happy, and I know you will be happy. *hug*

I'm here for you. You can PM me if you want to talk. :)

[Carly011]

Thank you everyone. xYz...YOU ARE STRONG. you just need to believe it. I know you can get through this. Please dont give up, its not the answer.

I guess i feel this way because.... i dont know. I guess i dont deserve happiness because all i do is hurt others. Why should i be happy if i make others miserable? Im a failure because i can never do anything right....i always screw up no matter how hard i try

Thanks everyone. I just feel like i dont deserve to live.... I hate myself so much. I look in the mirror and want to cry. Thanks ryan, i will definitely PM you sometime. Its just all so hard. I dont know if i can keep doing this

[xXoblivionXx]

Carly you ARE strong. Don't ever think otherwise. Please stay strong. Don't give up.

[Carly011]

Im not going to give up....i want to but im not going to. If i am strong, then SO ARE YOU. Please dont give up either, we can do this together!