Alone and so close to cutting

[xXoblivionXx]

First of all sorry for posting frequently. I just need to vent and not relapse.

I'm trying not to cut, I'm taking it one day at a time. I just feel so weak. I can't do this anymore. No matter what people say I can't be happy, I can't stop thinking about cutting. I really want to cut and I'm close to cutting. No one cares about me. When ever I talk to someone I just bother them. I'm stubborn for not being happy. It's all up to me to do this, to stop. I have to deal with my problems. But if it's all up to me why do I have to stop? I need to feel something, I'm driving myself crazy! I'm so alone. No one cares. Frankly, I'm starting to not care :/

[Mortal Coil]

If you bothered people, nobody would take the time to read this. I know it's difficult, but just take it one day at a time. You need to stay strong, and it will be hard. It will be the hardest thing you have ever done, but you just have to carry on. I'm always here if you want to talk or anything, alright? :hug:

[Ryhanna]

What do you suppose is stopping you from being happy?

We're all here for you and are willing to help. I'm free to talk if you need to. :)

[melodic magick]

Please do not start cutting. After you do you cannot stop, its very hard and only adds to the crap in your emotions/mind/life whatever. I'm always here if you want to talk, I can understand loneliness and pain. ---Posting your email address is STRICTLY forbidden---