Less cutting more suicidal...

[xXoblivionXx]

Is this normal? I haven't cut for 13 days. When I don't cut I feel a bit Bipolar. I can be happy then out of no where I am depressed and suicidal. I mean is this some type of withdrawal symptom?

[StoppingTime]

This is quite common. You aren't using your normal "out," so you are feeling worse.
The only things you can do is remind yourself why you are quitting, and distract yourself.
Things are getting better, you are getting better. Getting through the first few weeks is always the hardest, because you think, "What's the worst? I've only been 2/3 weeks free."
But don't let this get you down. You know you can heal, and you are.
Just try distracting yourself as well when you get these. Anything you enjoy.
You know all this, you are doing amazing. Keep us posted, and good luck with everything!

[therunaway]

xyz i know you're stronger than this, you'll get better, you're on that track, don't cut, don't commit suicide; you helped me. If you need me, leave a public visitor message, im almost to 100 posts then i can pm!

[xXoblivionXx]

I just don't know... I'm sick of crying, I'm sick of the pain, I just want out.

[therunaway]

Have you thought of seeing a therapist?

[xXoblivionXx]

I'm seeing my school consoler :/

[therunaway]

Hmm, have you thought of going to someone a little more "educated" in psychiatry? If not, I would check into that, possibly find a fix, medications.

[xXoblivionXx]

the thing is my parents don't know about my cutting or me going to my counselor...

[therunaway]

Ah, then just keep going, it'll be better before you know it.

[xXoblivionXx]

I hope so... you are so close to 100 posts :) Do you mind if we private message? I could use someone to talk to :/

[therunaway]

Sure, I only need one more after this post. I'll find something else to respond quickly.

[Black.Veil.Brides]

that was yhur way of escaping pain.. hurt.. nd depression right... so find something ese to ease the pain. try tht. if yhu keep hanging yourself over the cutting... yhu will get worse and worse... thatssomething yhu dont want... trust me on that... let me know if it works[: