gamerguy27
May 19th, 2012, 11:21 PM
so these passed 3 weeks I've been having these crazy seizures randomly.The first time was right in the middle of the hall between classes.I wasn't feeling good the entire day and I just lost all my muscle control and went completely blank for the entire school to see while I was convulsing on the floor and nobody even so much as went and called for help because I don't have any friends,so the security guard came over to see what the problem was and called an ambulance and my mom to meet me at the hospital,I was out of consciousness for like 2 hours when I woke up my mom was crying and talking to the doctor.I found out my blood pressure was like 175.I went to school 3 days later and everybody was just staring at me.Later the next week a minor one happened when I was playing video games and my mom took me to the E.R. and they ran the same test's as the last time...with the same answer being that they don't know what's happening right now until something more regular happens and they can figure out if there's a "trigger". So I went back to school and was just entirely uncomfortable in class,people were just staring at me again and this time everybody that's around me walks a real far distance away on the other side of the hall so I'm sticking out like a green thumb.I told my mom about it and said she would talk to the principal about it but now this is just going to make the situation worst.I hate this school and I just want to leave now.I never had any friends before this situation and now I feel like this is going to last until I graduate from high school and I told my mom I want to transfer but she said I can't go to another school because she can't afford the commute and that also means home schooling is out for the same reason because she's already working two jobs and now has to deal with my medical bills.My doctor now told me I should keep from playing any video games at all so now I'm just sitting here watching cartoons staying away from any "friend" I made online and I have to keep all the lights on while I'm doing it even in the nighttime which I guess is no big deal just an annoying precaution,I can't have anything with sugar in it,and I can't even do any physical activity because they're worried about it stressing me out and to make it even worst the school put me on part time classes until I get cleared by the doctor to go back to school full time so now I might graduate late if the situation keeps up for too long.Sometimes it would be nice to have somebody other than your teacher call your mom and ask how I'm doing ya know but I guess nobody cares about me enough to do that.Some days I just sit back and wonder if everybody would be better off if I was just never born because of all these issues I'm creating for everyone.