not sure if bi..

[Pipo]

so First of all long story in short: I'm gay, yes I've some experience with boys, I've kissed a boy (was my first kiss back then) and jacked off together with a boy and hugged, now recently snuggled in bed with my best friend I'd say his bi. Anyway I've had 3 girlfriends mainly cuz I though I liked girls but I often wasn't interested about the relationship so I broke up...also it felt like nothing.

Sometimes when I watch porn I jack off to straight porn even tho I know myself I really don't want to have sex with a girl and I don't find them sexuality attractive or emotionally at all. I only find guys hot/good looking etc.

So I'm just wondering what makes myself jack off sometimes to girl pictures and sometimes I really dislike them...mainly I just jack off to gay stuff/hot guys...

but it's really bugging my head I jack off to straight porn from time to time... :confused:

[CrossingtheCourtyard]

Whatever gets your gears going bro.

Just cause the straight stuff works doesn't really mean you're bi or straight.

[Sonic Boom]

Maybe you should read this first: http://www.virtualteen.org/forums/showthread.php?t=137341

If you don't have any emotional and physical attraction to girls, then I don't think it's possible to call yourself bi. Simple as that.

[Pipo]

hmm..I never image being with girl anywhere, not in bed, not even thinking about seeing a girl naked.

Also I'm pretty sure my puberty is overall over at this point...Maybe it could be just lust or something but I don't really want to do anything sexual with a girl..even hugging a girl is on the limits pretty much.

:rolleyes:

[Wonder.]

Why call yourself any of the above? Nobody's strictly straight or strictly gay, everyone's some shade of grey. From what you said, it seems like you're leaning more towards gay. Really, just don't worry about it too much because in the end, it doesn't really matter what you call yourself, it just matters if you love the person you're dating.

[Pipo]

@Above

I think you meant leaning towards straight cus I haven't never kinda liked girls in my life so..

and that's why cus this worlds works like that, when I was younger I didn't know I was gay cus I liked my best friend I kissed him and did stuff. It felt right and still does...that's why I'd say I'm gay I know what it means to like a guy.

[PerpetualMotionSquad]

Ur still gay cos u dnt want a relationship with a girl nor r u emotionally attracted to them

[james wolf]

It's just your hormones, they know that boobs and vaginas are "sexual" so it gets you going, even though your brain doesn't want it.

[ItsJustJack]

the porn that you J/O to doesnt to determine your sexualitiy

only you can decide who you like

[Green Arrow]

I think that everyone has some sort of feelings for women be it little or big as it is natural to have an attraction to women (come on it's how life evolves naturally). Just because you J/O to women doesn't actually mean that you're actually bi.

[Pipo]

So basically if I J/O to straight porn it doesn't really matter...I guess that's right cus I don't want anything more than be friends with a girl, so not kissing or anything like that, that's not okay :/

thanks tho

[KenBoy6]

Basically your just gay.

[NopeChuckTesta]

I love being bi! im really happy with it!:D:D:D

[gobs10]

you are probably bi

[Pipo]

I said I don't like girls emotionally and I don't find them attractive at all...

like do you ever get those "woah she's hot" when you're walking on street? or in school ? maybe in net too if you see some hot girl but still dressed up.

I never get those honestly I don't know what's so called "hot girl"... I just see them all the same...I don't know what's the difference between this "hot girl" and the other "hot girl".

I only get those moments when I see a guy who is hot. Like once in school in auditorium were were listening to some senior students presentations or final work whatever they were doing. Then some really good looking hot guy started to keep his work and I honestly though like "**** is hot..." and I couldn't get my eyes off from him I only though about him the rest of the time in there..too bad he was like 20 and two years older...and straight otherwise I'd totally ask him out.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZyTMfNkuokM&feature=g-hist

I think the guys in that music vid are hot :wub: but dunno..I never find girls hot..all the same :what: