FixAHeart
May 17th, 2012, 07:42 PM
I have been bulimic since i was 14 and im now 16. But ever since i started, i have heard people say how they want to do it because it will make them skinnier or what not. like purging makes them feel better.
Its not like that for me though, i don't want to purge. I hate myself more for doing it. I don't know why i do it because i don't really have any body image issues (no more than any normal 16 year old would have) When i do it its like something clicks inside my head and say 'You have to' even when im crying and screaming at myself to stop.
Am i the only one that feels like this?
Its not like that for me though, i don't want to purge. I hate myself more for doing it. I don't know why i do it because i don't really have any body image issues (no more than any normal 16 year old would have) When i do it its like something clicks inside my head and say 'You have to' even when im crying and screaming at myself to stop.
Am i the only one that feels like this?