Gay or curious?

[hfxcarle]

Ok, so I'm 17 and I've just recently discoverd my curiosity. I have these three really good friends of mine in high school. Two of them are 15 and the other is my age(17) and in my grade. So i've been noticing in the locker room, that I cant stop trying to sneak a peak at the two of (on my baseball team) who shower with me on a regular basis. The one who is in my grade and i have been best friends since fifth grade so thats almost 6 years. He's been over my house and me his many times. Each time, we end up watching porn and masturbating together though he hasn't jerked me off. I jerked him off though once while playing the nervous game but i didnt get far enough to have him cum. He's ripped, has a big dick, and is just the perfect physical shape. He's bigger than I am (I'm 7 inches when hard), about 9.5 inches. I brought up the topic of experimenting to him this past week, and he said he's thought about it before. I really want to try things with him. Plus, one night, I was at his house and he fell asleep. I know it was probably wrong, but i began feeling him up and i pulled the covers off. he was in boxers and i lifted them up and jerked him for a few minutes. he woke up and was like "were you just jerking my dick?" I said yes thinking he would throw me out, but he just said "oh lol well go ahead" i didnt though because i felt like i did something really wrong.
So now, the other two. They aren't even that great looking, but the one(whos mane is justin) has the perfect dick and we've j/o with eachother many times. And the third guy, he's not great looking, but we pretend we're gay sometimes. Like, we'd bend over in front of eachother and hump, but just as a joke. and I've grabbed his groin before but I've never done anything like nude before with him.
All my life, i've been attracted to girls not guys but starting in like february this year, it's changed.
So does this make me gay or curious??

[PerpetualMotionSquad]

I'd say curious but if you go further with this guy who's 17 like going to anal then there's a chance you're bi. Conversely, when you start to have emotional feelings for this guy is when you can definitely say you are bi. Need any more info you know where to find me. I have only explained it briefly here.

[ExhibitG]

you're much more in the curious boat than the gay boat. if the curiosity grows and you find that you're enjoying the thought of men more than you are women, then it's a different story.

[Davidle]

yea i kinda have a similar problem with him^
i like girls and their body but their vagina doesn't look like something i want to put my johnny into. i'm not sure if i'm bi, bicurious, straight, or gay but i do enjoy watching gay porn as well and when i'm watching regular porn it takes a longer time to get hard rather than gay porn. i have a gf btw and we enjoy cuddling but i was always curious about jerking off or even having a bj with a guy. my gf and i r both 17 btw. is this something normal?

[hfxcarle]

Well thanks a lot guys... but I think i'm having him over my house tonight, so if we start j/o which we probably will, should i try and ask if he'll let us try stuff? He's str8 curious ik that because he and I watch gay porn together and he liked it when i touch him. Every time we see eachother it's the nerous game :D

[Bobby08]

Yes deff ask him while you jacking off to take things a little farther, Hope that you have fun!