On the brink

[Schnope]

I can't handle this anymore. I am a problem to my 'friends' and family. I feel like I am invisible, I feel like worthless, like I am nothing. I feel used.

I want to die. I really do. I am sick and tired of feeling the emptiness, I am sick and tired of being misunderstood by friends especially one friend in particular. Some best friend you are... :/

I hate myself, I hate who I am, I hate everything about me. I am done with my life. Everything I do is worthless anyway, whats the point in trying anyway. My life is not worth living for.

Please help. Before I make an irrational decision and it is too late.

[Harley Quinn]

Everything you just said, if you turn it around, you might find that actually you don't need to die. You can turn any negative into a positive. You don't want out. You want some to care and that's a major difference. If you didn't want anyone to care, then you'd not be trying to find a reason as to why you shouldn't do something. No one can help you better than you can help yourself.