Help

[Carly011]

I am falling apart right now. Basically i got in a HUGE fight with my 2 aunts, and 3 cousins. Basically my aunt yelled at me, so i yelled back and bitched her out. I was going to leave, but my other aunt pretty much told me it was my fault and i always start drama and that i ruined mothers day. It ended with a HUGE fight between me, my mom, brother and brothers girlfriend against 2 aunts and 3 cousins. They basically told me i am "sick", psycho, bipolar and what not. They made fun of my cutting. They laughed at my depression.

Now i feel horrible for making my mom loose her sisters. I feel like everything is all my fault. Like i failed again. Like i should just kill myself and im not worth it.

I dont know what to do anymore... i cant do this

[Jupiter]

listen Carly.

You are a strong person. you can make it. It was so wrong for them to make fun of your self harm. They have no idea what you are going through. You are a nice person, and very helpful. Even though you yelled back, you were gonna leave and try to fix the problem, and they started crap with you.

You may be in the wrong a little, but you tried to fix it. PM me if you ever need to talk.

[xXoblivionXx]

Carly it's going to be okay. They had ABSOLUTELY no right to make fun of your cutting and depression. You are probably one of the nicest people I know. You can do this. Please don't kill yourself. You are worth it. Your mom choose to be on your side not her sisters', she cares about you. You did nothing wrong, you were defending yourself. You didn't start any drama, you have a complicated life and they don't understand. Carly please don't commit suicide, you are strong, you can do this.

[Carly011]

I'm not going to kill myself. I REFUSE to give them the satisfaction of hurting me so bad that i kill myself. It just hurts so much because i already hate myself and this just made it worse. Im really trying to stay strong. I see my therapist tomorrow, so that is good.

And i even admitted i was wrong but they didnt. I dont need them.

Thank you guys :) I really appreciate, you have helped me so much. Thank you so much.

[xXoblivionXx]

Anytime Carly :) we are here for you.