Can I open my eyes?

[MemoriesLost]

Today I was just sitting here and I got struck with a surge of insanely strong depression and I don't know why. I feel like life is worthless. Like I am worthless. I want to cut until I bleed away..... Or anything. I just want it to go away. I was fine, I was just sitting here on my laptop. I started crying and my stomach got those I-Wish-I-Was-Dead jittery things. I feel like it's never going to go away. What caused this? What should I do? How can I not cut right now even though my hands are shaking so violently that I don't know how long I can hold it all in? I just want it to go away....
I haven't felt like this in months. Why is it back now?
Please reply.

[xXoblivionXx]

It's going to be okay Abigail, You are strong :) You can do this. I'm not really sure why this happened out of the blue, you said you haven't felt this in months? I know this is going to sound impossible right now but just try to hang in there. Actually what I think you need is to get everything out. Just all of those mixed emotions that are inside of you right now. Maybe right down everything that is on your mind, then shred the paper up. Or go somewhere where no one is, where no one can here you and just shout out what is on your mind. I know it sounds weird but it is important that you get things out of your head otherwise those thoughts will eat you up. You can do this Abigail, I'm in the same situation as you, I know how hard it is but you can do this :)

[Breakeven]

sometimes we lose control and its okay to feel pain sometimes , ur not heartless that why u felt that way , we all have our break down from time to time , u just have to not let it get u , life is not worthless and ur not too :D

[norcaldude18]

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