~Update~

[1_21Guns]

I posted a while ago that I was starting to get help for my problems, and I saw the woman who I'd been arranged to see on Tuesday, we talked about some things and she's contacted the college counsellor and I'm seeing her on the 22nd :)
Honestly, I thought I'd feel horrible after seeing the woman, like I did leading up to it, I really didn't want to go when it came to the half an hour before, infact I nearly walked away, but I didn't, and honestly it's the most amazing feeling once it's out in the open. I hadn't felt that good about myself in a long time, I could actually walk with my head up high.
Of course I didn't feel like that constantly, it doesn't just make it all magically go away, but knowing you're going to get better now, even though there's always that nag in the back of your head telling you you cant hurt yourself anymore, you should've done it while you had the chance etc, it really is an amazing feeling.
:)

[ImCoolBeans]

I'm really glad that you're getting the help, Nat :) Very well done, it's a massive step and it's not an easy one to take. You're doing great, and from here the only place to go is up. :) Hope all goes well.

[1_21Guns]

thank you :) i hope so too

[Stronger]

Glad to hear you are doing good, and also that you were able to feel really good about yourself, hope things contiune to get better for you. :)