I'm so sick of it all.

[Noxail]

I am tired of living.
I am tired of breathing.
I am tired of being lied to.
I am tired of being used.
I am tired of taking up space.
I am tired of being useless.
I am tired of feeling worthless.
I am tired of being here.
I wake up every morning praying that I'll get in a car crash, or someone will shoot me. I want to die. I just wish I could get it over with. I've tried seven times. Seven fucking times. I've been loaded off the the hospital more times than I can count, but no one thinks I'm important enough to worry about. I honestly wish I could find a purpose, but no matter how I search, I can't find anything. I loathe myself. I refuse to even look in a mirror anymore. I'm terrified of what I'll see. I want to hide somewhere with my blades and bleed myself out. I can't move without feeling like I'm hurting someone. I cannot breathe without crying. I. Want. To. Die.

[xXoblivionXx]

Holly don't give up, you can do this I believe in you :) I don't want you to die. I want you to live, freely and happily. I know how it feels to be tired but please breathe. It's a great thing :D I want you to be happy. I care. You are not hurting anyone...

Listen to this song... it helped me when I was in a bad spot and wanted to die. Hope it helps :)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CIkk2icOpHQ

[Smeagol]

Holly, please don't give up :hug:

[DejaVu]

Things will get better, don't give up! I'm here if you need anything :)

[heza]

Removed.

[irishguy123]

To sum up how I feel for you because you keep using the words I am,
I am so sorry for you

[Breakeven]

plz dont give up , life seem hard and u feel u got nothing now but believe me there must be reason why ur still here :)
im here if u need someone to talk to

[thisissparta]

It's ok. It's okay. You may want to die, but there are people who care for you. There always will be.

Trust me, I've been through really dark days, that I wish I would forget. But life is about eliminating the pain and moving forward.

Killing yourself isn't the answer.

it's gonna be okay. Hang in there.

[Rayquaza]

Don't give up. Never give up. Don't let them win. What doesn't kill you makes you stronger. Learn from those twats that used you. Learn from those bastards that lied to you. Learn from everything. Leave them, let go of that horrible past and become a better woman out of it. When you do, you'll look back thinking of all the stuff you would have given up. If you killed yourself now, you would cause more pain to others including your family, friends, and everyone here on VT. Imagine that. Pain that has been intensified 1000x to everyone, only a tiny percent of it was your own pain. Don't do it. Become strong. Everything will be okay. Trust me.