They found out.....

[rosey1228]

Today I self harmed before school, at home, and I just didn't know what to do with myself at school, I couldn't cope, I went to a teacher, and I only intended for us to talk briefly, but it turned out to be over a hour long convosation, on which my sleeve managed to show the dressing on my arm. She forced me to show her, saying its her duty of care, and then she forced me to get a clean dressing on it. I told her every thing that had happened in the past week, of me not wanting to be alive, and nearly taking an overdose. Anyway, when I got home today, all the pills In my room had gone, and they had been down all my stuff, took all the sharp objects away, and they also found my laxatives. I don't know what's going to happen. I'm just really scared. They have a CAmhs appointment tomorrow, I don't know what's going to happen. I don't want to be put into a hospital or anything. ::confused:

[Ambrosia]

Maybe this will be good for you. Don't be scared, maybe a little nervous, but you shouldn't be scared. You might get the help you need now! All this stuff, the self harm, the pills, everything is very bad for you. When it starts getting out of hand to a point that you almost overdose it's time for something, or someone, to step in and help change the course of things. Now that people know hopefully they will form a support group around you and help you through all these rough feelings, much like we here try to do. The only difference is that now you will have people in the real world who are there.

Good luck to you! And be strong. Remember, they only want to do what's best for you.