alex4nder
May 11th, 2012, 04:04 PM
Read the whole deal and..
Reasons to live..
..i'm probably the last person to comment this but there's always (most times anyways) a reason for one to live, even if though it might be small or insignificant, but there's usually something to that one can cling to.
But the simple reason (s) why i wanna die, beside the one that I'm stubborn, hate myself, and things i did, is cause even if i do my best, i know ill have no future, really...I'm just no good.
Funny (no, not really), that's about exactly how i feel.. as i'd fling myself off the bridge so to speak if i had a full proof way to end it all.. so far the opportunity hasn't presented itself, but maybe one of these days.
But i digress as usual.. don't give up, infact neither of us really should do that.. so yeah, things will get better in time hopefully so hold on till then.
I just needed to get this crap out of me, and hopefully ill sleep fine tonight...
Well, i hope you do/did.. as writing things down, it does sometimes help.. :)
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