I'm such a lost cause

[Jupiter]

I don't see why anyone cares about me. All I do is complain. I don't even deserve to be alive. I'm a failure to the family and my friends. I let everyone down. I just suck as a person.

Fuck my life. I hate myself. I don't deserve my friends.

[Stryker125]

I think like this too. But you shouldn't. You might not see it, but others clearly see something in you, and they choose to be around you.

[StoppingTime]

I don't see why anyone cares about me. All I do is complain. I don't even deserve to be alive. I'm a failure to the family and my friends. I let everyone down. I just suck as a person.

Fuck my life. I hate myself. I don't deserve my friends.

Eric, just because people can't, and for that case, won't accept you for what you like doesn't make you a bad person.

Why shouldn't people care about you? You're a great guy Eric, and I'm not just saying that, trust me.
You deserve life just like everyone else does. You've got a purpose here, no matter what anyone else thinks of you.
If your friends didn't want to be with you, then they wouldn't be friends, would they. They love you Eric, truly. People are quick to leave when they feel the've had too much, real friends never feel this way. You don't let them down.

[Stronger]

Eric, don't think like that, you are a failure at anything. You were put here for reason, maybe you don't know yet, but I'm sure you will find that out. I care about you because you're a friend, and why wouldn't I care? I don't know who you complain too, but you never complained to me before, but who cares if you do. I don't believe you let anyone down, you're a kind, awesome person, if you ever wanna talk let me know okay? I hope things get better for you, just keep strong and your head up high. :hug:

[Jupiter]

Sorry guys, but even my music cannot make me feel better. I'm so scared that my two months are going to go down the drain. :(

[spiderdude]

How Could you even say that. Dude ur awesome

[StoppingTime]

Sorry guys, but even my music cannot make me feel better. I'm so scared that my two months are going to go down the drain. :(

Eric, think of how much you help people. You know that SH will only bring you to a worse place. People had a stupid tendancy to think that when they are right, there's no other way you can be.
But you're you. Not someone's puppet to control, and make you do what they want.
You aren't a failure. It takes a lot to be independent, and that's exactly what you're doing. It'll take you far in life, and you don't need SH to get you there.
:hug:

[Harley Quinn]

Sorry guys, but even my music cannot make me feel better. I'm so scared that my two months are going to go down the drain. :(

Do you want it to? If no, then you have the willpower already not to.
Do you really think all those things about yourself? If yes, why? Come on dude, words and phrases only mean something if you put meaning to it. If there's no meaning, there's no pain, there's no suffering.

[Skyhawk]

:hug:

Try watching some stupid videos on YouTube, see if it affects your mood.

I think just like you. Now, whenever I don't need to think, I don't.
(Doesn't make any sense, unfortunately.)

[xXoblivionXx]

Matty you deserve life, no... life deserves you. I don't know you that well but you seem like a very nice guy and you deserve all life has got to offer.

[DerBear]

I don't see why anyone cares about me. All I do is complain. I don't even deserve to be alive. I'm a failure to the family and my friends. I let everyone down. I just suck as a person.

Fuck my life. I hate myself. I don't deserve my friends.

Well Eric you do deserve friend and you do deserve life. The other night when we were discussing things, you tried so hard to make everyone happy...Is that not what a nice and good person does? you tried and you for the most part you managed it. You do deserve to have friends and family and you do a dam sight more to not let everyone down.

If you suck as a general person then, by that right 95% of the world suck as being a person because you are such a nice and caring person.

Sorry guys, but even my music cannot make me feel better. I'm so scared that my two months are going to go down the drain. :(

The two months can only go down the drain if you really let them. You DO have the will power to not let them go down the drain.

Also if music cannot help find another outlet. Switch between old and new outlets, find what works.

I believe in you.

Eric you are a great person, remember that.

[Sonic Boom]

Deirdre high as fuck, thinking he's useless an shit.

[Jupiter]

Even my own closest friends kicked me out of sitting by them in band. It's official, I'm the loser.

[DerBear]

Even my own closest friends kicked me out of sitting by them in band. It's official, I'm the loser.

Have you ever thought that you're so called friends who kicked you out are losers? because I think those people are the losers.

Either that or they are blind, because anyone can see that you are a great person who loves to help people. You are your own person and don't change that for anyone.

[Stronger]

Even my own closest friends kicked me out of sitting by them in band. It's official, I'm the loser.

Then I guess they weren't close friends to kick you away, that doesn't make you a loser, it makes them losers for pushing away an awesome person.

[Coolboi]

Eric you are so cool I don't care what you think ! I like you an you help people out so kind an caring . dude an then what you said to me when my mom passed lol ur the greatest here have a smiley  just keep being you ! 

[Erasmus]

Eric, you're an a amazing person! You deserve to have a long and wonderful life! You don't complain, and you're definitely not a failure! You helped me out so much with that post about religion, remember it? It was amazing! Eric, you are an spectacular friend, and you are a beautiful person!