Waking-Up Sad?

[xXoblivionXx]

Since two days ago I have been waking up really depressed and sad. Those nights I have had dreams of me running away, cutting, or getting caught. It just hurts to start a new day depressed. It's about to thunder storm so I can't go on my run today, my only way of coping. I feel so trapped.

[therunaway]

run, if it's your escape, do it don't let rain stop you.

[xXoblivionXx]

My mom won't let me, lightning... I think I will just take a cold shower... that might help

[Carly011]

I know what you mean :/ i feel like i go to bed sad and wake up sad. I use to at least be happy when i slept...but now im never happy. Ever.

Do you have a treadmill or something you can run on? otherwise hopefully a cold shower will help :) Or start reading and make that goal of 10 books by the end of summer!

[xXoblivionXx]

I have an elliptical but its not the same as running outside... The shower did help a bit. I don't really have time to read with finals coming up and the year coming to a close, I need to get my GPA up! But this summer I will definitely do a lot of reading :D

[Carly011]

Well an even if its not the same, its better then nothing!!! Im glad the shower helped a bit. And yes we will have to trade book titles that we are reading :) i love reading a good book and getting lost in another world!