Hate feeling like this

[rosey1228]

:( ahhhh....! I hate feeling not good enough. And I don't know how long I can actually take it. Having to pretend I am happy, and ok, when I am actuallly falling apart inside. I hate feeling worthless, and like I'm not important to anyone. And no one would care if I dropped down dead. I just want this feeling of not being good enough to go away. Im beginning to think there is only one way out of this. :( why won't this feeling go? What is wrong with me? If I eat I feel guilty, I don't deserve to eat. Life is just not worth it anymore. I go to camhs and they don't seem to understand me, or get me. They haven't helped me, maybe I just can't be fixed.

[xXoblivionXx]

Please Lauren don't feel this way about yourself. There is another way out. You just need to find it :) You can be "fixed" I will help :) I can relate to what you are feeling when you eat and feel guilty but you deserve to eat, we all do. Food is an AWSOME thing!! :D And just so you know people would care if you dropped down dead, I would care. *Hug you through the computer screen* You CAN do this Lauren!!! I'm here if you ever need to talk to someone. :)