MemoriesLost
May 5th, 2012, 01:39 PM
Last night I had a terrible, vividly real, graphic dream about self harm for the first time in several months. I have been really really good about not cutting or burning lately. This dream is just nagging at me. It was weird, each time in the dream that the razor cut me, I would hear all the insults I have gotten stream from my skin, and I was begging myself to stop cutting, but my hand wouldn't even listen. I feel super on edge today. Everything hurts more than it should. Every word that's said to me does. Anybody online, please just give me some advice about what I should do. I don't want to go back to school like this. That won't end very well.