therunaway
May 5th, 2012, 09:15 AM
Well, yesterday evening my father and I had a dispute over me asking to go to a FREE event less than a mile away, they said no and I dropped it, well then my mom goes to my grandmothers house and asks if she is taking my cousin to her 8th grade formal which was last night and in the SAME AREA as the event I was wanting to go to, now I thought my grandmother was going to say "I wasn't planning on going anywhere, will you take her for me?" as she usually would, and my mom enjoys cutting the lawn, and I was talking to myself, about how she was going to come home bitching that she had to take her up there and not getting the time to mow the lawn. Well my father heard me talking to myself and asked me to come in their so he could hear me, and then when he told me to say what I was saying in there, there would be my room by the way, he went ape shit and starts saying how all I think about is myself, and how they just bought me a new snake, which they did, and which I'm very thankful for, and again I dropped the event thing as soon as I heard the word "No."
So all the while he's bitching at me, I'm standing in my doorway, trying to explain what he said as he was half asleep when he told me to come to the living room, and he starts saying it all over again how I'm selfish, and all this. Well, then I start saying "Don't ask me to come in here if you don't wanna hear me talk, k?" He totally took this the wrong way and went absolutely berserk, and jumps out of his chair, pushes me in my room, grabs me by my hair, pulls it, starts yelling at me how I'm such a selfish person and that all I think about is myself, I know that I'm spoiled and I know some here will agree with my father, as do I myself, but you have to understand that I dropped the idea of going anywhere, well then, he starts yanking me back and forth by my hair again, screaming, while I'm screaming and crying, he just stares at me, stops and slowly, very slowly walks away, sits down and acts like nothing happened. I walk back in there and ask him what the fuck that was about, and he jumps and we go through it again.
There is no one inside to help me, and there was no one inside to hear the background story. I have been to scared to death to explain to him that I have extreme anxiety problems, paranoia, depression, but I did scream that he was driving me fucking insane, and that I needed a psychiatrist and medication for my problems, and the only one I mentioned was my anxiety. Anyway, I just needed to vent, and if you don't mind, don't come on here saying that I am selfish, I've heard it enough, and I now know, don't need it drilled into my skill twice. Thanks.
So all the while he's bitching at me, I'm standing in my doorway, trying to explain what he said as he was half asleep when he told me to come to the living room, and he starts saying it all over again how I'm selfish, and all this. Well, then I start saying "Don't ask me to come in here if you don't wanna hear me talk, k?" He totally took this the wrong way and went absolutely berserk, and jumps out of his chair, pushes me in my room, grabs me by my hair, pulls it, starts yelling at me how I'm such a selfish person and that all I think about is myself, I know that I'm spoiled and I know some here will agree with my father, as do I myself, but you have to understand that I dropped the idea of going anywhere, well then, he starts yanking me back and forth by my hair again, screaming, while I'm screaming and crying, he just stares at me, stops and slowly, very slowly walks away, sits down and acts like nothing happened. I walk back in there and ask him what the fuck that was about, and he jumps and we go through it again.
There is no one inside to help me, and there was no one inside to hear the background story. I have been to scared to death to explain to him that I have extreme anxiety problems, paranoia, depression, but I did scream that he was driving me fucking insane, and that I needed a psychiatrist and medication for my problems, and the only one I mentioned was my anxiety. Anyway, I just needed to vent, and if you don't mind, don't come on here saying that I am selfish, I've heard it enough, and I now know, don't need it drilled into my skill twice. Thanks.