IAmTheLizardQueen
May 5th, 2012, 09:07 AM
Okay. This is alot, but if you skim though and leave a comment; it would be greatly appreciated. This also sounds farfetched. I realize this. But you'll have to take my word that I shit you not.
So i started at a new school JUST before standardized testing; and i made two great friends. Abby and Chase. Skipping forward... All last week Chase and I preached about being just friends. But on our amusement park feild trip friday, we had a wholeeeee conversation in my notes about him liking me. (Even though he asked Abby to formal; but Abby's best friend is his ex, of whom he says tried to run her life, made her cancel.)
At the park, i think i might have almost blacked out. We were in line to buy lunch and it was PACKED. And rediculously hot. Being the fucking dumbass i am; i had to keep my hoodie on to hide some old scars alllll up and down my right arm that im trying to get rid of. Things went bad after about an hour of being so hot i felt sick. I told the teacher i wasnt hungry and that i was gonna sit outside, just as my eyes were like fogging up. Ive blacked out before; but nothing like this. I was completely blind for ten minutes. I dont even know how i got to the curb. And i thiiiink i may have grabbed someone jeans in the process.
Chase followed me out and briefly mentioned something about my jacket. I kinda brushed it off with "i dunno, just more comfortable in it.
On the busride home we talked over notes some more (does it greatly amuse anyone else that people actually sit next to eachother passin an ipod back and forth using it to talk about relationships while in real time they talk about hobos?) and it was pretty great, i got a picture of him wearing this sexy squid hat that i won... xP
Aside from this; if chase and i were together, there are afew pro's and con's.
Pro's-
It wouldnt be serious
He talked about liking to do his own thing, and then spend time with his girlfriends in private
He's a hand holder.<3
he's one of my best friends.
I can make fun of him.
He likes my sick sence of humor/sarcasm
He quoted billy joel when he was telling me he liked me. Billy joel is my first love<3 xD
Hes christian, my parents would love him.
Con's- more serious.
We WILL get made fun of because im about four inches taller that him. Not that im shallow, but you all know how school works.
He's Christian, and im in the middle about religion even though my parents are christian too
Thankfully hes not homophobic, thats a deal breaker but he acts like its odd
Im not sure if he's borderline racist, or if he just tries to be funny. Like how you can only make racist jokes if your not racist... I do this quite often...
From what i understand, his mom is big and scary and will "eat my soul"
Anyway
What if someone from school saw my episode at the park?
What if Chase saw?
He's a total redneck, im a yankee, what if were too different?
If hes old-fashioned and doesnt just sound like it; because he knows im sure as hell not.
He talks about religion alot, and im pretty sure its because he knows i dont believe it. What if he tries to make me?
If you made it this far, thanks. Leave a comment with your oppinion. I cant get ahold of ANY of my friends, and i kinda need some sort of plan for monday.
So i started at a new school JUST before standardized testing; and i made two great friends. Abby and Chase. Skipping forward... All last week Chase and I preached about being just friends. But on our amusement park feild trip friday, we had a wholeeeee conversation in my notes about him liking me. (Even though he asked Abby to formal; but Abby's best friend is his ex, of whom he says tried to run her life, made her cancel.)
At the park, i think i might have almost blacked out. We were in line to buy lunch and it was PACKED. And rediculously hot. Being the fucking dumbass i am; i had to keep my hoodie on to hide some old scars alllll up and down my right arm that im trying to get rid of. Things went bad after about an hour of being so hot i felt sick. I told the teacher i wasnt hungry and that i was gonna sit outside, just as my eyes were like fogging up. Ive blacked out before; but nothing like this. I was completely blind for ten minutes. I dont even know how i got to the curb. And i thiiiink i may have grabbed someone jeans in the process.
Chase followed me out and briefly mentioned something about my jacket. I kinda brushed it off with "i dunno, just more comfortable in it.
On the busride home we talked over notes some more (does it greatly amuse anyone else that people actually sit next to eachother passin an ipod back and forth using it to talk about relationships while in real time they talk about hobos?) and it was pretty great, i got a picture of him wearing this sexy squid hat that i won... xP
Aside from this; if chase and i were together, there are afew pro's and con's.
Pro's-
It wouldnt be serious
He talked about liking to do his own thing, and then spend time with his girlfriends in private
He's a hand holder.<3
he's one of my best friends.
I can make fun of him.
He likes my sick sence of humor/sarcasm
He quoted billy joel when he was telling me he liked me. Billy joel is my first love<3 xD
Hes christian, my parents would love him.
Con's- more serious.
We WILL get made fun of because im about four inches taller that him. Not that im shallow, but you all know how school works.
He's Christian, and im in the middle about religion even though my parents are christian too
Thankfully hes not homophobic, thats a deal breaker but he acts like its odd
Im not sure if he's borderline racist, or if he just tries to be funny. Like how you can only make racist jokes if your not racist... I do this quite often...
From what i understand, his mom is big and scary and will "eat my soul"
Anyway
What if someone from school saw my episode at the park?
What if Chase saw?
He's a total redneck, im a yankee, what if were too different?
If hes old-fashioned and doesnt just sound like it; because he knows im sure as hell not.
He talks about religion alot, and im pretty sure its because he knows i dont believe it. What if he tries to make me?
If you made it this far, thanks. Leave a comment with your oppinion. I cant get ahold of ANY of my friends, and i kinda need some sort of plan for monday.