I cant do it anymore.

[Aquila]

I am so fucking depressed i cant put into words anymore. I had to skip the rest of my classes today because I burst into tears for no good reason. Ive been feeling like this for five months now and why? For no damn good reason. Because she said we wouldnt be good together. People get rejected all the time, and dont become this. Now ive lost everything. I lost my best friend, the only person I could talk to, ive lost my happiness, my will to live. I now understand im selfish, and will always be selfish, and dont deserve happiness, and i wont get any. Even now i want to talk to her, even though all i do is hurt her. I dont know what to do and i cant take it. I get worse every fucking day.

[Breakeven]

ur not alone , sometimes its hard to let go i know that and its coz u fall for her
if u need someone to talk too , im here for u

[jjsmitty]

Its hard, i'm not going to lie to you it is hard. You need to understand that if its not going to happen, its not going to happen, perhaps being just friends is a better idea, being able to voice how you feel may also be a good idea. Aim somewhere else, find someone to have a relafionship with, or if you're not up to that try doing something new, break the monotony, go for a run, get on you're bike, find a hobby / club. If worst comes to worst believe me doctors are very undestanding people and you will get the help you need at that moment. Aim high.

[Tristar21]

like previously said it is going to be really hard! and it sucks. but try to remember that your body is in a phase right now that make the good feelings amazing and the bad ones dreadful. it will be hard but you have to let go. the best way to do it? well thats up to you but you have to find happiness from some source. you arent selfish and you deserve somebody great. it just happens she wasnt the one. honety you have a really long time to figure out the girl you want to be with. it seems really hard to comprhend right now i know i really do, but you truly have youre entire life ahead of you. so try please just try to be happy. a little bit at a time. and when you are you will forget about her. i promise you will. i wish i could do more for you, i feel your pain and i am so sorry.

i hope this did some good...

[Mortal Coil]

Unrequited love sucks and it's hard to get through, but that's why there are so many songs about it. You're not alone, remember that :hug:
You're not selfish at all, and you do deserve happiness. You have your entire life ahead of you, so live it up! Go out and have some fun without her, just to prove that you can have fun without her.
Because you can. I believe in you.

[Aquila]

I am selfish. All I wanted to so was to make her happy, and all I ended up doing was hurting her. She liked me because I was happy and fun and carefree, but now I see how I truely am by just the way she looks at me. She used to think the world of me, but now she sees me as pathetic and weak. I want everything to go away, to be able to forget, but I cant. Because I know what I am now. And if I forgive myself itll just disrespect her further. I just want to stop thinking about her, I want her out of my head.