I'm Feeling Down...

[Ganja]

Yesterday I brought a small baggy of weed with me to school, because I was tired of having my friends supply all the time and I didn't want them to think I'm just a mooch... One of my friends called me over to her and asked if I had any, so I pulled out the little sack and then a campus security guard came out of the door literally 5 feet behind us... I realize I've made a mistake here but now I'm on probation and I feel like life isn't worth living anymore... If I can't do what I enjoy, especially because I'm not harming anyone else doing it, I feel like there's no reason to live...

I'd like some advice before I decide to just end it all. If not it's cool... First flamer to post gets their wish 'cuz I'm tired of trying to deal with stupid shit I'm all for ending it.

[Desuetude]

Why do you not feel like life is worth living, could you explain a little more?
There is always someone or something to live for whether that is a family member or pet, sport or an activity that you particularly enjoy but there is always something to look forward to. You're harming yourself though, you might think you're not or you might not care but later on in life these things could turn on you. You could become addicted and getting rid of addictions is no easy task. You might not think much of it now but just think about your future.
Please explain why you want to give up though? What stupid shit do you have to deal with? So many people will be hurt by the choice that you would be making and you wouldn't be able to explain, there would be questions left unanswered and people blaming themselves. Is this really how you want to be remembered?

[Ganja]

Why do you not feel like life is worth living, could you explain a little more?
There is always someone or something to live for whether that is a family member or pet, sport or an activity that you particularly enjoy but there is always something to look forward to. You're harming yourself though, you might think you're not or you might not care but later on in life these things could turn on you. You could become addicted and getting rid of addictions is no easy task. You might not think much of it now but just think about your future.
Please explain why you want to give up though? What stupid shit do you have to deal with? So many people will be hurt by the choice that you would be making and you wouldn't be able to explain, there would be questions left unanswered and people blaming themselves. Is this really how you want to be remembered?

Smoking weed is the only thing I actually enjoy, and now it's taken away from me. Every day people are trying to get me to quit and now that I have I feel worse than I ever have before in my life. Maybe it'd be better to end it with them thinking it was their fault, because it is. I'm not the one that said "Jason you can't smoke anymore and if you do I'm putting you in juvi." Well if I don't smoke, and I continue to feel like this, which is a pretty unexplainable feeling, I feel the best thing to do is just end it.

[Johnnydavids]

itll get better! dont worry just learn fro your mistakes. thats all you can do!

[jjsmitty]

There's more to life than having a quick puff. The fact is its illegal, if you want to do it, do it in private, at home or somewhere where you know you cant be interrupted, also minimalize the time you spend walking around with it. The worst thing about drugs is not the health risks or sentences etc its how it manages to dull everything else afterwards, especially after coming off hardcore drugs. You need to find yourself something that gives you the same buzz, get a bicycle, go to the gym, go out for a run, just do something and aim high.

[joshduder]

Pluck up courage, pray follow the older generation tips..it works at times..

[Danny.Robertson]

This is probably because you have 'cold turkeyed'. I (this isn't that bad) but had a caffiene addiction and felt really down, tired and other stufff for a couple of weeks, tehn I drank less and less coffee and energy drinks. I now go caffiene free.