She saw the scars

[xXoblivionXx]

My sister just saw my scars. She isn't buying my story because she can see the word "HELP" ingrained. I am so scared I'm shaking no one is online right now, not my friends no one. I need to take the final step, I need to bleed until there is no more blood left. I'm done I'm scared, I'm not going to make it.

[georgiamay]

You don't really want to do that, you're just panicking. She knows now, and there's nothing you can do about it, it's done. You probably don't see how this is a good thing at all, but it is.

Someone knows now, it's not a big secret. Now that she knows, how much worse can it get if you talk to her about it? Who knows, it might even help. It's scary though, I get that. It's always been your secret, and even though you probably don't know it, you quite like being the only person that knows about it. Makes it seem like it's not a problem, because it's only yours. But now that your sister knows, she'll want you to stop. You might not want to stop, and that's okay, but your sister cares about you, and I'm sure she'll do whatever she can to try and help her, so let her.

[Sonic Boom]

Agreed.
This might be a blessing in disguise. If your sister is mature enough, she will be able to help you out here and talk about whatever is troubling you.

Sharing your problems with people that are close to you makes it so much easier to deal with. No worries!

[xXoblivionXx]

It's not like that I have two friends that know and a counselor. They are helping me stop. My sister is 10 years old, she is so young, so innocent. I can't kill that innocence. I need a way out. I can't live like this anymore.

[StoppingTime]

I doubt she'll tell anyone; she won't want to hurt you.
Being as she's only ten, like you said, she may not fully understand it. However, don't so feel guilty about it. Like Georgia said, this may even help you.
If you don't feel comfortable talking or even mentioning this to her again right now, that's OK. Now that she knows, she'll do anything she can to help you stop. Just try thinking of her. Don't feel guilty, take it as a good thing. She will help you end this.

[Carly011]

Im here!! Please you can make it. Just explain that you would rather cut then kill yourself. You are going to be ok, i promise. You can get through this. Please talk to me if you need to!

[MemoriesLost]

When my mom found out I felt the same way. I'll tell you this- once she finds scars, DO NOT let her find open cuts. It's the worst feeling I have ever had. Hang in there. It's better once someone knows, even though it may not seem so at first. After someone knows, it will be much easier to get help.