therunaway
May 3rd, 2012, 07:42 PM
Hello, I'm new here, and I'm pretty much in a rut, I had a girlfriend, last year and we were "in love" for sixth graders. One day after a chorus event we went somewhere and she gave me oral sex, and after that we didn't really go together like we had before that, it was her and not me. She was a backstabbing female dog, and she went and told everyone, anyway the problem is ever since we broke up, I haven't been able to date anyone, I've tried, but anytime I do, her face pops up, she's with someone and she makes it look so easy. I sometimes catch her staring at me in class, and it makes me think of just dying and seeing what her reaction would be, I've been extremely depressed over the whole situation, other than that, I have anxiety issues, I'm thinking I have Schizophrenia, I know I have Obsessive Compulsive Disorder. I think I need medical help, maybe put in an institution, for studying, I've had suicidal thoughts also, but any tips on how to get over the stupid girl would be greatly appreciated.