Fuck Life

[xXoblivionXx]

I can't do it anymore. I can't. I'm sick of living. Everyone is pissed off at me. No one cares. I don't care. I'm through with coping, I'm through with it all.

[Carly011]

No. NO NO NO NO NO i believe we have had this conversation before. I CARE. Do NOT do anything. THINGS WILL GET BETTER! i am here to talk if you want to, just please please hang in there. Admit yourself to the hospital if you need to.... i know i know i know id say HELL NO also but if you are a danger to yourself please do. I dont want you to die :(

You desrve an amazing life, give yourself a chance to live it.

[Carly011]

I know what you feel like. Who cares if they are mad, tell them to F**** off cause your an amazing person. They dont deserve you. Im not mad at you :) you can do this. You can hang on. I know you can. You are soooooo strong. Just keep fighting please. Please Please keep fighting.

[Skyhawk]

Fuck life? How about whoever is pissed at you can fuck off.

Don't like what they say to you? Psh, ignore them.

Can't ignore them? Keep trying, it's an easy skill after a while.

;)

[xXl0sth0peXx]

This doesn't really have anything to do with C&SH. :arrow: Depression Loss & Grief

Please don't do anything do yourself. I'm always here if you need someone to talk to.

[xXoblivionXx]

Carly I can't do this anymore. you know that guy i was talking about? He is trying to chat me I'm not as strong as you think I am. I can't cut, if I do I'm screwed. I want to run away, I want to get away from this horrid life.

[Carly011]

Tell that guy to go away. He doesnt deserve someone as great as you. YOU CAN DO THIS. I know you can. Its hard right now, it is but tomorrow you will feel a bit better. You are strong, you may not think you are but i know you are. Cutting is a lot better then killing yourself. I much rather you do that. And if any one gets mad, send them to me and i will take care of it :) Just remember im here for you. I care. Please dont do this. Go for a drive, watch a movie, listen to music, talk to me, go take pictures anything but that.

[xXoblivionXx]

Carly? Should I cut? Should I run away? I need a way out.

[Carly011]

If cutting will make you feel better and keep you here on earth, do it. At least you will be alive. Running away probably isnt a good idea....unless you have a friends house or somwhere to go. Or you can just come to my house all the way in Minnesota! :) whatever you do DO NOT KILL YOURSELF. My therapist has told me, shes not going to tell me to not cut. Right now that is how i cope, she said she doenst want me to cut, but wont tell me to stop. Until i learn other coping skills she wont have me quit. Same for you. Right now that is how you cope, if that is what it takes to keep you alive then do it. Scars will heal and fade, killing yourself is permanent.

[xXoblivionXx]

I don't know. I need a way out... I'm not old enough to move out. My family is making me feel like shit. I can't run away, my counselor is going to send me for evaluation if i relapse. I can't do this anymore.

[CrazyFor1D]

Don't kill yourself! Please don't!:( Alot of people would miss you a hell of alot, even if you think they won't care. So many people care about you, and NEED you in their life! I care about you, please, please don't do this!:'( Suicide is NEVER the answer!

[KarkatLuv]

Ew will always be here for you, this is your way of getting away from life, try to think optimisticly, I know it's hard to do that but just always have it in your head that this whole community will always be here for you.

[Carly011]

Hun, you CAN do this. Maybe treatment wouldn't be so bad? It would get you out of the house and get you help. I know it sounds like something horrible but it WOULD help. You CAN do this. YOU CAN. Im here for you. I know what your feeling. But things eventually get better. They really do, it can just take awhile. You dont want to die, its a permanent solution to a temporary problem. If you die you will never have a chance at happiness, never have a chance at moving on and getting better. You can do this. Please hang in there

[Carly011]

are you ok? im worried....please let me know your ok

[xXoblivionXx]

I'm fine... Well I guess... I'm alive and no new cuts... I had to leave my house today, I couldn't take it so I went of a run. I ran about 2 miles and ended up in a forest. But it felt good to "run away". I just hope things get better. Ever since I stopped cutting I have been suicidal... I don't know what to do.

[esby]

I send you a hug through the computer screen :) Nothing is ever that bad despite what it may seem.

[xXoblivionXx]

Thanks for the hug :)

[MemoriesLost]

Listen, people DO care. When people are angry or sad, it's really easy to feel like you may feel now, but just calm down and think for a minute. Look at all these replies. Would these people freak out about your safety if no one cared? People care. Try talking to somebody, writing down what's going on, or just do something to distract you and numb whatever bad emotions you have. I hope you feel better.

[KnifeParty]

What I say to all suicidal people:

If you care so little as to kill yourself, then you might as well just do WHATEVER YOU WANT while still living.

Do anything fun! Don't care about what people say. Ask people out. Pull pranks on random strangers.

It doesn't matter! You can do anything that you would like, because, if you want to take your life anyway, it doesn't matter what happens, does it.

So please don't kill yourself.

[Carly011]

It will be ok. I am glad you went for a run, thats a great coping skill keep doing it. I know the suicidal thoughts are tough, i hate them. Are you seeing anyone right now like a therapist? It might help if you had someone help you work through those feelings

[xXoblivionXx]

Thanks everyone :) Things have just been so complicated...

[Carly011]

I know that feeling! i miss the days when everything was so simple, and being happy wasnt something i had to struggle to be. One day hopefully things will be more simple for us again :)