CrazyFor1D
May 3rd, 2012, 03:49 PM
Dear everyone who misses someone in heaven,
You really miss them don't you? You feel that life isn't worth living? This pain you wake up to every day will never end, and will never go away? You have though about suicide haven't you? You have developed an eating disorder? Maybe you cut? Maybe you burn? You suffer from depression, don't you? I know i'm only 13, I don't know any of this. Well I do know about all of this, I have been through it all! Attempting suicide, developing an eating disorder, cutting, burning, being depressed all day EVERYDAY! Let me tell you something though, IT GETS BETTER! I barely ever think of suicide anymore, I'm a recovering anorexic, I dont burn myself anymore. Okay i still cut but definitely not as much and i'm not going to lie, i have my up days and my down days, but i am getting over my depression! I still miss my dad, I still think about him everyday. The only difference is, most of the time, i remember the happy memories we shared together. The twelve years I actually got to spend with my dad! Its twelve more years than other people get! I am lucky! I'm not saying you have to forgot about them, always remember them. But don't think of the bad times or their death think of all the good times you two had together! Things always get better! Don't ever kill yourself, please! You are loved by so many people, even i you don't know it! Even if you have no family, and no friends, just remember I CARE and I LOVE YOU! Someone out there will always care about you! And that person, the one in heaven, they wouldn't want you to be depressed would they? Live your life to the fullest for them! Thank for reading!<3
You really miss them don't you? You feel that life isn't worth living? This pain you wake up to every day will never end, and will never go away? You have though about suicide haven't you? You have developed an eating disorder? Maybe you cut? Maybe you burn? You suffer from depression, don't you? I know i'm only 13, I don't know any of this. Well I do know about all of this, I have been through it all! Attempting suicide, developing an eating disorder, cutting, burning, being depressed all day EVERYDAY! Let me tell you something though, IT GETS BETTER! I barely ever think of suicide anymore, I'm a recovering anorexic, I dont burn myself anymore. Okay i still cut but definitely not as much and i'm not going to lie, i have my up days and my down days, but i am getting over my depression! I still miss my dad, I still think about him everyday. The only difference is, most of the time, i remember the happy memories we shared together. The twelve years I actually got to spend with my dad! Its twelve more years than other people get! I am lucky! I'm not saying you have to forgot about them, always remember them. But don't think of the bad times or their death think of all the good times you two had together! Things always get better! Don't ever kill yourself, please! You are loved by so many people, even i you don't know it! Even if you have no family, and no friends, just remember I CARE and I LOVE YOU! Someone out there will always care about you! And that person, the one in heaven, they wouldn't want you to be depressed would they? Live your life to the fullest for them! Thank for reading!<3