Fourth Dimension
May 1st, 2012, 02:57 AM
well i finally told my mom about me being bisexual.... and it went better than i thought here is what happened.... for a while ive been wanting to tell her and its been bugging me for a long time tonight i had enough of i went into her room and sat with her watching tv for about 45 minutes seemed like an eternity finally we were just talking and i sent her a text and told her and basically what she told me was she knew shes known for a long time and told me that she loves me no matter what i cannot explain how amazing of a moment that was i am filled with so much emotion right now but at the same time i still feel like i did before im still filled with nerves i feel like i wanna puke in a way but i feel better with her knowing so we had a shot talk and she told me no matter what she still loves me and that im still the same person to her i mean i dont think she is thrilled but she doesnt care i kinda feel like im in a dream right now i asked her to keep it a secret and she promised to i hope she does because she has a tendencey to blab but i think she gunna be okay and i explained to her how hard of a thing it was for me to say and she understood that and explained that this was the biggest cause of all my stress in my life and shes actually being understanding of it i am in complete and utter dismay still i feel kinda awkward around her though and my emotions are all jumbled up right now i almost feel like crying but in a good way but shes handling it like i never said anything at all treating me the same way as before and what more could i want i guess i have been so fearful of this for so long and now ive done it im still in shock that i did it and i dont think it will hit either of us until morning because this was at 2 am and its now 2:57 but i though i should share my accomplishment with you