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muffin with a knife
April 26th, 2012, 03:54 PM
I think I'm going to commit suicide. My life kept getting worse even though I went to a psychiatrist and the school's counselor. I have to take a treatment but it just doesn't work. I hate myself and the voices in my head just tell me to end my pathetic excuse of an existence. I hate it! I just want some peace. I want to be happy, and free. I'm tired of pretending that I'm fine.
Sorry for this useless post... I guess I felt the need to write something in case I really kill myself tonight... Sorry again for wasting your time.
xXoblivionXx
April 26th, 2012, 04:24 PM
Please don't kill yourself, suicide is NEVER the answer. Please trust me, I have been down that road. I hated myself even more for thinking of that killing myself would help. I have problems, I'm not comparing but EVERYONE deserves to live, and EVERYONE is cared about by SOMEONE. Please message me we can talk, I will never be able to stop cutting and live with myself knowing that you committed suicide and I didn't stop you. I want to help, you are worth living, the world won't be the same with out you.
StoppingTime
April 26th, 2012, 04:30 PM
Exactly what xYz said.
You deserve to live, just like everyone else does. There is nothing you can tell me that would make me think otherwise. You deserve your chance, don't take that away from yourself.
You are cared about, people really don't want you to go.
You are a beautiful, amazing person stuck in a really bad situation. Don't end it all over this one situation. No matter how cliche this sounds, things will always change, and eventually, for the better.
You aren't useless, and this post isn't wasting my, or anyone's time. Though I don't know you, I would never forgive myself for not trying to help you out of this mess. Post anytime you want, there are people here who want to help you.
Can you talk to your counselor/psychologist about this? Even calling a national, anonymous helpline is good. Just to get everything out to someone. They won't judge you if you do decide to call; they are there to help you.
muffin with a knife
May 13th, 2012, 01:09 PM
Thank you for your support. I just got out of hospital today and my mom wants to take my laptop from me as a punishment. I did try to commit suicide that night and I ended up in a coma. Now my new psychiatrist changed my medication to something that won't put me in a coma if I overdose it again. No one trusts me around pills anymore.
xXoblivionXx
May 13th, 2012, 02:45 PM
I hope you are okay. Like I said if you ever want to talk message me :)
InstantSerenity
May 19th, 2012, 05:01 AM
Please dont feel worthless! You matter to people!! Dont ever think that you're nothing in this earth because you are. Please dont kill yourself, you're better than that. Dont give up! Be strong. Life has so much to offer. What you think about how people dont care about you is wrong. People do care about you, and you know what you're one of their reasons why they're happy. I might not know you but we here in the virtual world dont want you to go. You MATTER, You are SOMEBODY. Dont do this. You are amazing, god bless you and take care. xx
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