I may have an anger problem that could lead to abuse maybe?

[Tarkus]

First of all i apologize in advance for my horrid grammar and spelling that your going to experience in my post's. Anywhore ive been having this problem for quite some time now, why do cute animals anger me? that's right cute animals, now you may ask "Travis, how can cute cuddly animals anger you?" I Sure as hell dont know but its useually inflicted by small pain caused by the animal (no the animal would not inflict the pain to me in self defense) But you know how some house cats claw and bite you as their form of play? It's that type of thing that overly angers me and i dont know why? It gets so bad where i would have to leave the room to get the hell away from the cat so i dont tear the things head off. But no i never actually physically abused an animal or a human being (intentionally anyway) Except for a hamster i got when i was a kid whenever i tryed to pet it or get it out so i can clean the cage it would bite me and often cause the "rage inside me" and i would pick it up and literally fight myself to not crush the poor little bastard. (thats when i was 8 or so)
So its 5 am and i was trying to get to sleep and I decided to google it to see if others have experienced it and alias they have google "why do i want to harm cute things?" and you will see what i mean. But as i alyed in my bed i think to myself you know when i have a kid one day i dont want him to hit me by accident and do somthing to harm my child in anyway, i dont want to be abusive in anyway especially as a parent... what do you guys think? i know that most threads here in the "abuse" forum is the members being abused or was abused in their lives but do you guys have any advice for me? I dont want to hurt anything or anyone.

[MemoriesLost]

I can sort of see where you stand. I've never experienced anything like this, but that doesn't mean I'm not going to try to help you. It sounds as though this has been bothering you for kinda your whole life. I think you should try to talk to someone you really trust and care for. Being near someone you have feelings for may calm you enough not to blow up on them for asking you a trigger question. After venting and getting help, if it continues, I suggest you try to get some sort of medication to keep you calm. I wish you the best.

[Tarkus]

I can sort of see where you stand. I've never experienced anything like this, but that doesn't mean I'm not going to try to help you. It sounds as though this has been bothering you for kinda your whole life. I think you should try to talk to someone you really trust and care for. Being near someone you have feelings for may calm you enough not to blow up on them for asking you a trigger question. After venting and getting help, if it continues, I suggest you try to get some sort of medication to keep you calm. I wish you the best.
Well i have never felt the spite of rage towards and person at all, that being a child or adult I've toled a friend of mine about it but all he said was "dude you got issues" so ive just decided to stay away from cats, but its just the cats that claw or scratch or bite for no reason :/ i dunno its weaird as all hell to talk about it.

[Truth]

Tarkus, I am going to suggest you visit a psychologist or psychiatrist. It is a very bad sign; many serial killers start off by harming small house animals, and slowly move up to human beings.

It's of utmost importance you help yourself before you do something you will regret.