Getting worse

[Maiden]

im so tired and im getting more tired everyday.
i don't know why but lately i've just feelt so off and i have just stopped caring.

today i had a physics test and it started of well but as the test time went on i just couldn't keep writing, i just stopped and started to draw on my test paper instead, this never happened to me before i can usaly focus for the entire test time and then feel like shit afterwards.
whenever im home im more or less sleeping or walking around the hose in a zombie state. I think some people are starting to notise how i feel, my friend asked me several times today how i felt and if something was wrong. i just can't hide it anymore.

i mean the only good thing that hapend to me these last 2 weeks was finding a rock that im now somehow attached to. :wub:

atleast im going to a party this weekend, but im worried it's gonna end upp like last time when i started cutting my wrist at the party, im scared i will do it again.

i couldn't manage to sit for 3 hours doing a physics test, how am i going to be able to write a swedish paper for 6 hours tomorrow?
i just feel like staying home, and sleep.

[Perfectly Flawed]

Maybe you should try talking to that friend who asks if you're okay. If they are asking you how you're feeling I'm sure they wouldn't mind talking to you about your problems, and it may help just having someone to talk to.

[Maiden]

Maybe you should try talking to that friend who asks if you're okay. If they are asking you how you're feeling I'm sure they wouldn't mind talking to you about your problems, and it may help just having someone to talk to.

maybe, but i don't think i've got the curage to do it, and it's not like im telling him im having a bad day, i don't want him to be preasured because im not feeling the greatest.

atleast im done with the swedish paper, lyckily there was a subject to wirte about that i know allot about, still a pain to sit there, wouldn't even let me listen to music.