Why?...

[sarahtheweber]

Why do I feel like this?... I should be sooo happy... I have an amazing boyfriend who I live and who loves me... I've been clean from cutting for the past 3 or more months... I have amazing friends... But... I feel sad... really really sad... I need help...

[Desuetude]

First off, congratulations on the non cutting! 3 months is a massive milestone you're doing so well. Sometimes even when we have everything we think we want we're still not happy. I don't think it's a much as material possesions and people as mental and emotional things that you need. Just keep reminding yourself that you're surrounded by love and people that honestly care for you.
Do you have someone that can help you? A councelor maybe?
You have to remember that none of your friends would want you to be unhappy either, I'm sure that'd want to know if there was a problem so you could always talk to them. Sometimes it just goes downhill for a bit for no reason at all, what you need then is to just be patient and wait it out. Look for the good things in your day. Hopefully soon things will start to pick up for you.

[sarahtheweber]

I go to a councilor on a regular basis... And she helps I guess... My friends, like I said are awesome, but they don't understand... :(

[Gothicdeer]

Ive been the same way since November...I try not to give a crap but it doesnt work...I think its because I haven't talked to no one or seeked help cause my pride is to great...so I guess Ill always be this way