grave
June 16th, 2005, 03:54 PM
My life really sucks. I am not saying this for attention and/or sympathy. I just really need to talk to someone. Someone please help before I go suicidal which I sorta am so lemme tell you a story:
My friend tells me about all these dreams she has where I want to kill myself and shit. Well one day she goes through my email inbox! Something was in there from when I told someone I was gonna kill myself and SHE gets mad at ME! Would you believe it? I should have been mad at her, but I can't I just can't because something really bad would happen and I would have no friends.... I can't do life anymore.. Is there something I should stay alive for or not? Because I am really missing the whole point in living.. :?
My friend tells me about all these dreams she has where I want to kill myself and shit. Well one day she goes through my email inbox! Something was in there from when I told someone I was gonna kill myself and SHE gets mad at ME! Would you believe it? I should have been mad at her, but I can't I just can't because something really bad would happen and I would have no friends.... I can't do life anymore.. Is there something I should stay alive for or not? Because I am really missing the whole point in living.. :?