Thinking.

[Noxail]

I can't help but think, just how easy woud it be to gulp down those pain meds? Just to OD and get it over with? I'd simply curl up and go to sleep and never wake up. It really doesn't seem that bad right now. Just let it go. So much less dramatic than jumping, or cutting. And less painful too. So, so easy...

[StoppingTime]

So easy, yes, but not worth it at all.
I hate to sound cliche, but it really is the wrong decision.
You are a good person in a bad situation, it's not worth killing yourself over that.
Things will, no matter how crazy it seems, eventually change. I can't tell you when, but it can and will happen.
What would your family think? They'd walk in, see you lying there next to an open bottle. Do you have siblings? What about them?
It is just never the right answer.
It doesn't seem bad, but think about it. Will nobody really care?