I strange..

[Awkward]

I am and always have been the 'good boy'. Ive never smoked, tooked drugs, took alcohol (once on New year aged 14 and 15).
But recently I was doing what most kids do; messing around in a flat that is being re-decorated. There was this massive tub of paint.. We decided to tip it all out in the staircase. While we where messing about in that staircase I mustve took in lots of the fumes.

When I was in a park swing on swings I was beginning to zone out and ignore the world.. And even feel happy for once!

I really want this feeling again but I really, really, REALLY don't want to do drugs.

So my wierd question is: Is there any sort of alternative to this?

[TeddyBearRock]

I dont think there is a legal or unharm way of doing this, im afraid. And Im not sure we can tell you things to use anyway (dont kill me if im wrong). Sorry

[Dimitri]

I would have to say no, this sensation can most likely only be achieved through contact with a substance...I personally would suggest you play spoons (http://boardgames.about.com/od/cardgames/a/spoons.htm)...it is a card game that gives me such a natural high...

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[Awkward]

I guess I'll have to get drunk yet.

[Truth]

This will kill you. I am absolutely serious. It will be a horrible death.

Please do not do this. You want to get high so badly, do something that isn't harmful like marijuana when you're 18 years old. DO NOT INHALE PAINT FUMES!

[Awkward]

Yeah I know. It was accidental.