Absolutely alone...

[PoisonousLove]

I am absolutely alone.

My two best friends, the two I trusted, the two I gave everything to, the two who know everything about me...the two people I actually loved, fucked me over. Both of them stole from me, stole my heart along with a girlfriend, or a girl I simply crushed on...

My parents, the ones who introduced me to hard drugs, to abuse, to cuts, to self harm? What kind of parent is that to rely on? Fuck them. I am alone.

Girlfriends, what girlfriend? Sure, I have the occassional girl, but every time they "love" me, they happen to leave me for another person I trust. Bullshit.

And what's worse, is every time I meet someone who I'm sure wont fuck me over, who wont want me to die, to kill myself, they don't live within close proximity. Now, I know you can have a long distance relationship, and she's only an hour away...but she's exactly like me. A manic depressive, a terrible life from the start... how does this work? We both cry together? Wonderful...

Help me...


I cant find my razors, what will happen if I hammer a nail into my wrist...?

[Everglow]

Man I'm sorry about this. Really. You can talk to me about anything if you need to. I'm giving you me to lean on if you need it. Please don't slam a nail into your wrist. I'll be your friend :)

[Antares]

its not worth it. sometimes life gets hard and you just have to fight through it. you have to keep on fighting for yourself for your future that im sure deep down inside that you want. and as for the girls maybe you should just wait next time and then you will hopefully know shes the right one. plus most girlfriends in h.s. dont last soo... and if you put a nail in your wrist then you will bleed alot and lose control of your wrist. and then you will go to the hospital and then in a few weeks everything will be all better! :D

[PoisonousLove]

That just encouraged me to do it, way to go.

I found the razors, I ended my three month clean spree. Way to go, Jack, you're a fucking moron...

[CryingEye666]

uhmmmm
i met a girl online that is pretty much exactly like me too
me and her share the same interests too
and lots of others things
a quote from an old friend of mine.... "life is just weird...like that"
heh not much, but yea life IS weird like that

[PoisonousLove]

uhmmmm
i met a girl online that is pretty much exactly like me too
me and her share the same interests too
and lots of others things
a quote from an old friend of mine.... "life is just weird...like that"
heh not much, but yea life IS weird like that

She's only an hour away, yet I know it would be hard...

Plus I met her at my friends, not on the internet.

[CryingEye666]

well u didnt mention u met her at your friends
hmm
shouldnt be that hard...

[lallous]

I know its late, but remember: You are never alone. You have us here at VT, at least. If you want to talk to anyone, even rant, IM or PM me.