It's getting worse.

[Dimentio]

Today on my way home for lunch i got beaten up, For weeks i dealt with these kids calling me names but today they just beat me up, My mum offered for me to stay home cause i was in a state but i went and saw my friend Kelsey, I told her what had happened, She cried, Hugged me, Did not let me go then we sat by each other and snuggled up all lesson.
My teacher knew about my toe nail second lesson that had been kinda shattered so i could not turn up to the holiday lessons but he still lost it with me and made me feel bad for not being able to walk, And my friend said she nearly killed herself yesterday and still wants to do it and this has basically left me in pieces.
But what makes this all worse is school is ending, For good, In 6-8 Weeks, I do not have the energy or the joyfulness to get on a train and go to college three times a day then clean up a bunch of dog and cat mess, Then go onto Councelling courses which i want to do.
The only thing i am looking forward to is me and Kelsey, We are going to get a flat together, Go to Disney Land, Get each others names tattooed on our necks and she will become a famous writer and we will move to New York and have Pugs and St Burnards, My life, Since i was 2 years old has revolved around Kelsey and same goes for her, Nothing is changing that.

[Desuetude]

Oh Kieran I'm so sorry. You can always come and talk to me whenever anything is wrong, even if i'm not online send me a message and you know I'll answer asap.
You shouldn't have to deal with these kids, something needs to be done about them. Have you tried telling a teacher, someone at school? I know I've told you this so many times but I'm so glad you have Kelsey, she really is so good for you, everyone should have a friend like that. You can always talk to her and i'm sure that she will support you and stick up for you.

You're teacher, well he really is a dick. Who shouts at someone because they can't walk? Don't feel bad, it's not your fault at all, okay? I'm so sorry Kieran, I wish I never said anything now, I know how much it hurts and I know you hurt easily. God I'm an idiot, I hurt you and I'm so sorry.

You love animals Kieran, also the fact that you now know what you want to do with your life, who you want to be is great! 6-8 weeks is still quite a while, it might seem daunting at the moment but I bet you when you get there you will love it. Don't think about that yet though, enjoy those weeks you have left. Nothing can change that Kieran, don't let anything or anybody get in the way of your life. Everyone that cares about you will support you through this, you're not alone and you never will be with the amazing people surrounding you.

[Dimentio]

Nikki remember you do not have to apologize for those things said last night, Your just in a tough time right now and your struggling to cope with it and it seems like no one is there for you in real life, So do not be sorry okay! :)
Yeah mum has to walk me to school now and meet me up just so i do not have to deal with the abuse but she cannot be there everyday, My teacher is a dick and has never met eye to eye with me which is a pain.
I will focus on these few weeks left with Dan ha ha, But still the thought of leaving, It is like a roller coaster, Part of me is looking forward to it while the other part is screming and crying and not wanting for it to happen.