just friends? confusion-___-

[insanity]

Well...there is this guy and I really like him. Yes, I admit it, I actually really like him. I havnt fallen for a guy like this for ages now. I admit that I have became untrusting and just started going out with guys for the sake of it, but its really different this time I actually like really care and I dont want to screw this up.

I like him so much, I get butterflies when ever he txts me and I wish I could spend every second with him, but I cant cause he lives an hour away. Thats a problem, he is 19 and I am 15.. is that too weird? I think thats maybe why I like him so much, cause he is old and sensible and he is soo nice that I know he wont hurt me. It just seems so real, he isnt some stupid guy he actually cares. I think about him all the time pretty much.

Im really scared that he doesnt feel the same and I will lose him as a friend, but I dont want to just be friends anymore, but I dont want to screw it up.

[Smeagol]

Well, at our age 15/19 is quite an age difference. However, if you really really like him, make sure he's single and I'd say go for it. And if he doesn't like you back, clearly state that you still want to be friends with him. Don't go fast into a relationship with him either. Flirt with him and see what he does first...

[TDB95]

I think that you shouldnt rush things with him cause he might be weirded out by tye whole age difference thing, let him know the you like but dont tell him you do drop hints and read how he reacts to those hints to try and tell how he feels about you and just go from there